Re: Denotam/Vilis (0603) Date: 276-1107 11:25
"Hm." She considers his thoughts on the matter of releasing the prisoners, and Shui eventually decides she likes them. Give the choice. Both parties gain the knowledge, one has the option of continuing without being involved, or stepping off and going into captivity with his brother. Of course....
"That would mean we would have company until our next stop," she murmurs. "Rude, overbearing company." A sigh follows. "Unless Jago consented to placing him in coldsleep. I would rather not so quickly for health reasons, but simultaneously...he is dangerous to the harmony of this crew. I foresee only difficulty if he roams the ship."
She finds some of the options given for 'helping' another man to be repugnant, but Shui is old enough to know that things work differently in different cultures...and the military is certainly a different culture. It's 'sensible', in its own way. She doesn't agree with it, but understands the why.
Leaving Corlan to stew and try to work through this himself, though, that goes against everything in which she believes, save one: the right for people to make their own choices.
"Not the advice I had hoped for, Tylen," she murmurs around the edge of her wine glass. "But sage in its own way, nonetheless."
His next question takes her off her guard. A good thing, that, Shui muses. Someone she could predict, someone unwilling to press or challange her - lightly, without debate - on some subjects, that proves interesting. It makes her think. "It is...difficult to say. Corlan is not only a patient, but a friend." A helpless shrug follows. "Were he merely someone I should counsel, I would feel badly enough. But he being a friend, that makes it so much more difficult for me to turn my back. I would help, if I could. Listen. Let him work it out, using my own perceptions as a different lens through which to view his issues, but nothing more. I would not attempt to press him down a path. I..."
Sighing, she leans forward, puts her elbows on her knees and cups her glass in both hands, staring down into it. Her long hair slides off her shoulders, hanging down to wall off the glass. "I dislike not knowing what to do. All my life, I have had plans. Those plans changed with circumstances. Now? With Corlan, I cannot plan." She smiles behind the hair, a wry expression. "I seek control, but cannot take it when it comes to stealing it from others."
Her head comes up. "Curiously neurotic, is it not?"