Re: Orisis - Capitol City Hospital
Wei-Li lost count at one after that, but she knew pain killers and sedatives were like that. It was why she hated them. She knew it took her at least three tries to move her hand, maybe another three to actually press the down arrow on the machine, but after that the lucid periods increased and she was able to dial the machine down further.
Her stomach felt tight, like any strenuous movement would cause it to rip open, but so far the seal held.
She forced herself to remain still, to focus on her breathing like she would if she were preparing for a dificult gag.
'Breathe in 2, 3, 4... hold... think of nothing but the beat of your heart... Release, 2, 3, 4.. I am at peace... nothing can reach me... I am at peace... Breath in 2, 3, 4... "
The meds would make it easier-- but they would also leave her unable to react and that was against everything she had learned as a performer... and a Latrans.