Re: Torrance Station
Ren heard the sound of gunshots and felt a slight pain as a bullet grazed his right ear as he and the Reaver fell to the ground. He gritted his teeth against the agony of the Reaver's taloned hands digging into him. What are you doing? What are you doing?! his mind screamed at him. Screamed at him for being such a complete idiot. He heard Acacia's cries though he knew he had done what he had to do. The Reaver scratched across his face, deep gouges pouring blood into his eyes, through the warm sticky liquid he saw Connor coming up behind the Reaver. His rifle raised and then came down as hard as the man could manage onto the Reaver. But the Reaver moved at the last second and the gun hit only his shoulder - this had absolutely no effect except to anger it. It threw an arm out and knocked Connor a good 6ft away.
Pain ripped through Ren's abdomen as the Reaver continued to tear into him - the other two were coming to join the blood bath, he could just make them out. He was getting dizzy, the world was fading in and out. Oh God ... Oh God I'm going to die. The thought came with such frightful clarity. It wasn't a question. It was a hard fact. He felt his body being tossed around like a rag dolls, and the pain ... the pain was beginning to go away. In fact, he felt numb. He saw the Reaver bend down and literally bite a chunk of skin off from the flesh of his arm - but he didn't feel it anymore. There was blood everywhere and he knew it was his own, but it didn't seem to matter.
He could see Kale and the others running towards the ship - the ship that had begun to drift away. The Reavers, all three of them now - they were blocking their way, they'd never make it in time. He saw Connor, far enough away that he wouldn't get hurt and so Ren's fingers, somehow in all the chaos, closed around the small grenade he had in his pocket. He'd acquired it long ago from Kale - it'd been a joke. If Ren could have he would have laughed. Kale had told him, how "you always wished ya had a grenade when you didn't, so you should always keep one on ya." He'd been kidding but Ren had done it anyway and now ...
His eyes turned towards the ship, the ramp was already a few inches off the ground. Acacia was standing in the doorway screaming, tears rolling down her cheeks. Acacia ... Oh God Acacia. Ren felt tears springing to his eyes and these - these were warm and real, he could feel them, or maybe he only imagined he could. Like he could feel the soft caress of Acacia's hand gently wiping them away. Could hear her laugh, her smile that lit up the entire 'verse. Acacia blowing away a stray piece of her fiery hair that he loved to run his fingers through ... her kiss ... the way their embrace promised forever. No one ever said forever was just a moment in time, no one ever talked about that. He had just asked her to marry him ... and now ... oh God how could he do this to her? The tears were running freely now as his eyes met hers - all he wanted to do was to be able to hold her again one last time. Just for a moment to feel her body against his ... never again ...
"I'm sorry." he mouthed to her, and blood flew across his vision, blocking her for a moment. Ren determidely wiped it away somehow, trying to make Acacia the last thing he ever saw, wishing there was someway that she wouldn't have to remember him like this.
"I love you!" he shouted but no sound came out, just gurgling sounds and blood.
"... I love you ..."
"I. Love. You." he tried again and cried in frustration. Cried because he knew it was over. Everything that was meant to be, was now nothing but what might have been. He cried ... and then he stopped. He couldn't really breathe anymore. A sudden calmness was washing over him like waves. They would live. Acacia, she would live. His eyes locked with hers as he raised the grenade to his mouth and pulled the pin.
For one sparkling moment that seemed to last forever - Acacia was all he could see. Her eyes red and streaked with tears. Her lips telling him that she loved him. She was his entire world.
Just her and the black of the stars. In his minds eye he saw her coming towards him. She wrapped her arms around him, tilting her head back to kiss him on this lips ... “This is my favorite part.” Ren chuckled. He was fine again. He was on the bridge of Destiny, his home, with the woman he loved. He grabbed Acacia by the waist and set her down in his lap. He leaned down and kissed her again and she leaned back against him. The two of them alone, looking up at the stars stretching on for eternity. She rested her head on his shoulder and whispered.
“Ah, let's ride the whole way like this. Just you and me. Forever.” a small smile crossed her lips. Ren leaned his head against hers, his lips pressed against the top of her head, his arms holding her like he would never let go.
"Forever and ever, baby, forever and ever ..." Ren whispered against her.
And then his entire world was gone ...