Re: Beaumonde: The Underground
Charlie had drooped her head, leaning against the wall next to Connor and trying to drown in her own misery. Rhaef. That's it. I should have never even come out here, I should have gone back to the ship. The thoughts pooled over in a loop, forming themselves in a chain that seemed worse and worse as it went on. She thought continually about the people she'd seen come and go on the ship, and how she'd been linked to most of them. It wasn't often that the situation begged a different answer, but it still stood. If I had been quicker, Ren would have lived instead of died. If I hadn't kissed Rhaef, he wouldn't have left. Was it all my fault? It probably was. That's what I do.
The last thoughts were just floating on the surface as she saw Kale come down the way, clearing her throat as she did, trying to compose herself. You need to be strong for the crew. You need to be strong, because the ship is weak without you. "Cap'n, ah'm...le's g'tha move goin'n all, y'know? Ah'm-..."
Her words abruptly cut when she saw Rhaef following behind, jaw going slack for a moment. Alive. Holding a weapon. Not being shot at by Curio. Safe. The others seemed to be moving with padded feet, trying to be discreet, but she couldn't contain it. Charlie moved past Kale and jumped up to Rhaef, wrapping her arms around his neck and squeezing him tightly. New tears ran from her eyes for what must have been the millionth time this day, but it didn't matter. I'm not letting go. She whispered in his ear, speaking through a refreshed sob. "Rhaef Sor'ndash. Don'cha leave m'gain, kay?"