Re: Crucible of Storms: Skyforge
Aleks's steps begin to slow until they gradually came to a halt. The enormity of the commitment hit Aleks hard in the chest because it meant that he would have to sacrifice any chance of attaining Magehood on his own, permanently. It was like the air was taken from his lungs, and he didn't fully understand why.
Along Aleks's journey, in actuality probably long before then, he had begun to have a vision of what he hoped to accomplish and to attain. He had imagined himself a great warrior of the people, a devout protector of all mankind. And after a time of doing many wondrous deeds, he would be elevated to sovereignty and would utilize his position to bring peace to his land. He would give his all to reshape the world to his vision and ensure that his people were well taken care of. He saw himself as a mage utilizing his superlative understanding of arcana to mold the world into a place of peace, understanding, and equality. He saw himself giving speeches to crowds that cheered with adulation for their Prince and vowed to strive for a kingdom where no matter if Sleeper, Walker, Scion, or Mage, all were equal.
He had known the pain of almost being sacrificed by his father, after years of torture, for being a Sleeper, by the grace of Godcraft he had lived for ten whole days as the Mage he had striven to be his entire remembered life, and he had had his soul shredded and sacrificed his Magehood to save his sister's life, purity, and goodness... leaving him changed into a Sleepwalker. When one gives up something like Magehood, for the life of and to maintain the honor and nobility of the soul of the person one cares the most deeply about, it's far easier to do in the moment. In that moment, one holds out hope that maybe something can be done later and one also doesn't have the time to reason out the other options or realize that some long-enduring hopes and dreams will blow away like ashes on the wind.
Once again, Aleks saw himself standing in front of a large crowd in a black collar-less suit with a white scarf around his neck lightly flapping in the wind. The podium upon which he stood began to rise up upon a growing shard of dark gray granite, which turned into a hill, which then turned into a mountain. And on the face of that mountain, there were sigils that Aleks knew were meant to represent him, but there was a palpable darkness thrumming off of them and tricks of shadow played across them in a disturbing manner. The face of the Aleks that was on the podium begins to darken and contort in scary flashes, until the suit turned into scarlet and black lithe armor and horns of the same colors protruded from Aleks's head. It starts to thunder and lightning as rain begins to fall in a torrential downpour, but it isn't water... it's blood. The crowd beneath him begins to scream as the white scarf on Aleks's neck becomes completely saturated in the blood. With a deft, quick motion the Aleks on the podium stabs a sword downward with a squelching sound. He looks down to see Skyward Palm at the end of the blade, then it changes to the thief from earlier, then the old woman, countless other faces, then Ethan, then Chalice, then Lamia, then Lorei, and finally Khione. And it is with gruesome relish that the demon, Aleks, stabs her body.
In Aleks's lust for power, he had made many decisions which had led him down the path he was on. If he continued down that path, it would mean certain ruination for him and all those that he cared about and countless others. Even if he was now not seeking the power for his own sake but for the sake of others, he had proven time and again his inability to grapple with some of his baser instincts and had killed a man in cold blood so that he wouldn't have to deal with him and out of fear of a master that he did not understand. When a Mage gives into hubris, it effects the whole of reality and can bring about great calamity, and Aleks could not say with certainty that he would be able to successfully defeat his temptations, even to the detriment of those he purported to care about. But there was something that he could do, to prove himself worthy of the person that he truly wanted to be, to do the duty that he knows that he has. He may not be the person to lead the world into the new era but he could be the towering fortress for one that he knows would be able to resist the temptation and would be a beacon of goodness to the world. And there was no way to ask for forgiveness for taking Skyward Palm's life, but maybe there was a way to atone. He could sacrifice that life that he dreamed of and he believed that he would easily attain, to help seat and fortify the Goddess Amaterasu, to atone for the murder of a fellow warrior, and to ensure that he would never afflict what he was becoming onto the Materia... that would be his sacrifice.
Aleks saw himself again on the podium laughing when the dark gray storm clouds began to change to bright shades of blue. It was no longer raining blood, but some opalescent fluid that burned the demon and caused the dark gray granite to crumble as the demon Aleks plunged to his doom. As the granite continued to crumble away, underneath appeared a gleaming white tower of multiple layers that began to pierce the sky. It too began to rise higher and higher, soon it had surpassed even the mountain that had come before. As the tower widened and sectioned off, various golden sigils marked out Aleks's true path. On a lower level plateau underneath the largest sigil stood Aleks with his hands raised upwards and at the top of the tower were seven golden prongs which had atop them a pure white diamond. Just then sunlight hits the white diamond and ethereal white flames erupt upwards into the heavens and light cascaded across the countryside further and further to the roar of citizens below.
The scene shifts and he sees Khione sitting on her throne in a kimono of white with various hues of reds, oranges, and golds in beautiful patterns, so that it looked like she was in a fiery lotus blossom. She sat there with a smile, and then a man stepped beside her to her right. He was dressed in an outfit similar to what Aleks wore at that moment, except it was white with silver filigree and golden scarf/hood and piping in strategic places. In his hands he held two swords, one was Muramasa and the other was the Masamune. And looking at his golden baked skin which led to those piercing tri-colored irises with long tresses of goldenrod hair billowing at his back. That's when he realized it was himself. Khione's right hand, her guardian, her advisor, her brother....
Aleks said quietly, "I have to protect the future... that's what I'm suited for. I believe that you are a beacon to a better future, Khione. I understand what it means, and I understand what it means that I can never have, but I'm willing to sacrifice that to see you emerge. I believe that much in you and what light you can bring to this world. I will be your guardian; I will protect your light and grace for a better world." Khione heard him and knew that he truly meant what he was saying, even more so that his very being believed that.
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