She had been relived at the opportunity to have something appropriate to wear. Having packed little more than the peasant skirt and blouse which she had donned back at the cabin. It was one of those gestures from Heolstor that she did not anticipate, but were becoming less surprising, the more time they spent together. Of course, word was beginning to run that she was more than only his attending priestess. And any lord would want the woman he was seen in public with to be proper and presentable. But, she knew him well enough to know that hadn't been his first motive in buying the gown for her. With all he carried on his shoulders, he somehow never seemed to lack time or attention to think of her in small but important ways that brought a smile to her lips.
Despite the small amount of time to have a proper fitting done, it had come out alright. And was not an ostentatious affair, which wasn't her pesonality, and would have made her cringe:
The pair were a lovely looking couple -- King and noblewoman; a wizardess of great craft, if she understood right. And...
Human, and Elf. For Petra Faust, this ceremony and event raised and ran emotions already flowing closer to a torrent. On the one, everything was so beautiful -- and the couple appeared so beautifully and blissfully in love. It was like a wedding from out of a fable. But...
How could she
not think of her parents? The only union of Human and Elf she had known during her young life. And, naturally, the whole bundle of feelings associated with how their marriage had played out. Clearly, this was a different sort of relationship. For all that her mother had prided herself on being Elvish, and carrying the culture with her even in her exile, Anriell Faust wasn't exactly a typical Elf. Perhaps this Aelasuria wasn't either; Petra didn't know her at all. But, she seemed to exude a genuine warmth that Anriell had never had. With her scarlet hair, she was bright and fiery; sharp contrast to Petra's raven-haired and fair-skinned mother, who had always seemed like she belonged in the shadows of a moonlit night.
And her father had loved her so
very much. With all of his soul and heart. Would that it had been reciprocated. But, her mother had married for sanctuary, and not for love. And had gone once it was no longer needed. Or, had fled from further pursuit. Likely, she would never know the truth of the tale.
It was all a little...
too much. The similarity, and the difference, at once. And, standing here, next the man she was coming to have such feelings for. And all the questions and uncertainties attached to their own relationship, and what the future might or might not hold. The feelings stirred within her heart were so very poignant. In that way that life itself could be; where you weren't quite certain whether the joy and the beauty were the greater, or if the pain and hurt was. And it seemed nigh impossible to draw a clear line between them.
She shouldn't feel ashamed. She knew that she should not. It was common. Happened a lot. Women cried at weddings. People expected it. Didn't matter that she was a battle-priestess, or that she flew about on a winged steed.
So, she let the tears flow freely down her cheeks. (Not as if she could have stopped them
anyway...) And dabbed at them with a handkerchief she'd had the foresight to bring, just in case. Petra had learnt ranger-craft before she had become a priestess.
And that had taught her to always be prepared.