Re: Weston City Mall II
Jack half-laughed, and said softly "No, but we don't even know for sure how old Penny is. She doesn't remember ANYTHING definite except butterflies. I had to give her the name she has now. I mean, the skills, the language and math and such, those are there, but she can't tell anyone HOW she learned what she does know. She doesn't remember where she learned it. Doesn't know who taught her, or where, what city she's from, what country, what she even LOOKS like in the mirror. Just the butterflies. I would do anything to protect her from whatever it was that stole away her memories. From what robbed her of any idea who her family was, or is, or what her home was like, what color is her favorite, or if she had any treasured items from a loving grandparent. If it would keep her completely safe, I'd willingly take the rap for murdering my own mother. I'm innocent, but nobody else believes me yet. Penny's so special, she needs cherished and loved, but not hurt, not forced, NEVER. I wish I could do that, but with what those animals did to her . . . I'm not sure she could ever accept that. I'm not sure she can ever handle having a man lay his hands on her in any way other than platonic, and it makes me ache, in my heart. I won't push her. I can't, not knowing what Builder and his goons did. Not when I remember crystal clear hearing her cry like the world had shattered when they brought her back, and feeling her trembling against me as I tried to make her feel a little better."