Chapter 19: The Call of Tezcatlcoatl
"By our own strength and by peace made, not by imaginary lines," Ghost Wolf replies, for the first time showing some real heat as though a nerve had been struck. "We did not conquer, claiming land we did not camp on to be only for our use - or only for our horses'! Each man killed the enemies and took his own slaves, as is right to do...the white men, the Mexicans, they bought strangers with bits of metal. Not with proof of their warriors' art, their lives risked and their ancestors' blood that came down through many parents tested - with metal and paper dollars, because of this idea of colour."
Ghost Wolf is clearly out of his depth but impassioned now. "What is it that I am not born in what you have called Texas, that I should not go freely? How can it matter more what is on a paper, if it is 'Texas' or 'Tamaulipas' than where I am standing, a man, alive? It is land that is there."
"And when I ask your army for peace, believing when I was told they are the only Americans that fight, and it is bad to attack the settlements...how is it they say 'yes, we will make peace if you will go over that way, where we have made a line' and then we go, and white men shoot us, and the army says it is nothing for them, if the railroad has made it private land...and then you are all angry that we treat your people as enemies!" The young leader taps his forehead in a shorthand for the madness of it all.
Seeing Charging Bear has become distracted, the clank hastens up to the notably louder Ghost Wolf and prods him gently in the elbow. The tall Comanche hangs his head a moment and lets out a deep breath. "My child would have grown strong," he says softly to the angel, then makes an effort to pull himself together.
"Can you prove these are the same? I feel these are wrong things, but until now Pale Moon has not harmed us...I cannot know the Great Sleeper is worse until I have seen his deeds; so I have only your word. But what is your word? I had the word of the army men, and they put it on a paper. What..." Ghost Wolf at last notices Alouette is offering a hand/arm, sighs and entwines his fingers with the clank's, his forearm to its own brass limb. A soft crackle of static causes him to shudder.
"So much?" Carefully, almost regretfully, he takes his hand away and looks at it, then Adrian. "You have the help of my hands, my feet, my voice. I cannot give you my feeling."