Re: Chapter 14.2: Bad Moon Rising
William walked slowly up the hill, doing his best to follow after Vincent. He was in no condition to run after him like crazy.
"Another fucking Harrowed." Vincent had made it sound like a verdict. William still had no real idea what that meant. Well, besides the obvious that he was dead, yet still able to walk up that damned hill. And there he would kill that fanged bitch, if it was the last thing he did in life. Or death. Or whatever the fuck his current state was supposed to be.
He stopped for a brief moment, as if to catch his breath. He wiped the blackish goo from his forehead, where the tomahawk had connected and looked at it in the moonlight.
Fucking savages.
He saw flickering lights now up on the hill and the sight took him back into that little chapel in Wyoming. That had, apparently, been a lifetime ago. Funny how people just said these sort of things, but now they truly applied.
Don't worry, I won't hurt you, sister.
Oh, I know you think you won't. But will your inner demons let you?
That had given him pause, he remembered. Sister Mary Clarice had been the first in many years that hadn't been scared to death by him showing up, pistol drawn, aiming at her chest. Everybody else either shit their pants or pretended not to while pulling a pistol on him, always hoping they'd just outdrew him.
She had been so... confident. No, accepting. Accepting of whatever would happen.
Inner demons. He'd wanted to protest, but then... something was driving him, ever since that fateful afternoon in that back alley, the knife bloody, the incredulous look on the other boy's face.
When the US marshals finally searched the chapel, very sheepishly and polite, she'd been very helpful to the men. Then, after they were gone, Mary Clarice had stood up from that bench and William had emerged. His shoulders and legs cramped, but otherwise fine. Which was more than you could say about poor foolish young Hank.
Why'd you help me?
Because I see that you're a lost soul, William Pierce. You are haunted by your inner demons, but you can release them and repent.
He was wondering what she would say to his current situation. "Inner demons" was putting it mildly.
Do you really want to rob and kill people?
They had talked for a long while. He'd been reluctant at first, but Sister Mary Clarice had a gift. She'd ask you a harmless enough question, like if you wanted more tea, then moved the topic to something more serious.
Whenever he stopped talking, she would gently prod him to continue. Or she'd just sit there and listen, waiting for the uncomfortable silence to become unbearable that you just had to talk to end it. Like throwing down on poor sod at high noon with the whole town watching.
In the streets, William Pierce always kept his cool, always outwaited his opponent. Made it legal.
In the chapel, he folded like a house of cards in a storm.
No. He didn't want to rob and kill people. It sorta just had happened. He wanted to see his sister and brother again. His mum, too. He wanted a life where he didn't have to worry if he sat with his back to his door. He wanted to settle down, someday, maybe. A house by a small pond, maybe. He loved looking at water, it always calmed his mind.
At the end he was babbling like an idiot. But Sister Mary Clarice would just hold him and listen. She didn't shove any of that bible crap down his throat and she never excused any of his many, many bad deeds. When he'd told her about Joseph Willard, her frown was hurting more than anything else he'd ever suffered before or since.
Do you regret it?
Oh yes. That he could say in all truthfulness.
You won't find peace here up North. You've hurt too many people, William, and they will come after you. You could go West, or South or up to Canada, but your sins will follow you.
When they finally parted, she had given him the necklace with the cross. He wished he'd had worn it when that fanged bitch had drank his blood.
She'd also said something to him.
I don't condone the things you did, William. But the Lord says 'Vengeance is mine'. It is not my place to judge. You may yet earn your place in heaven, but you will have to repent, a lot, to clear your slate.
Well, at least on that count he knew his was a lost cause. There were demons in hell waiting to rip him apart for all eternity.
William spit on the ground, a black gob of blood.
"Fuck 'em. They're not going anywhere."
No, he'd try to stay alive as long as he could. He was in no state to confront Marina, he had to be honest to himself about that. Vincent was probably tearing her apart right now, anyway.
Let's see what happens when I drink the blood of a Vampire.
He laughed, humorlessly, then walked on, more confident and determined in his stride now than before, checking his rifle while he walked.
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