Re: Part 11 - Dor-Tennia
She looks awful.
Shard pulls away from the mirror with a grimace, shaking her head. Maybe she should just try to stay herself. "Myself from twenty...no, ten years ago." Bitter, angry, but still precise and sharp.
"I've gotten sloppy," she mutters. "Screwed up. Too many times I've gotten through by the skin of my teeth." The older woman doesn't like the sound of that at all. "Dangerous...for everyone." It's easy to remember Juragga's look, not so long ago.
"Expectations," she murmurs, pacing the hold.
First things first, then. Familiarize herself with the ship. Moving to first the cockpit then what passes for the gunnery area, Shard checks out the systems. They're mostly beyond her, but if she absolutely must, with a bit of refresher she might be able to get by, assuming someone wants her to take over and fly in a straight line or shoot at a standing target a hundred meters distant. "Not great," she chuckles. "But it might be enough to blow open a blast door."
Medpacks...where? Damage control equipment...where? Once she has them located, Shard commits them to memory. "Sergeant. Lieutenant. Captain - non-starship. Major. Colonel." Up she works as she moves about, reminding herself who outranks whom.
Pistol check. It's heavier than she's used to, this Imperial monster. Practice follows - drawing slowly and smoothly, so as not to snag or drop the weapon. She's not a quickdraw specialist and never will be, but having it in-hand rather than on the ground would be a big advantage. Aiming; her wrists shake a touch, and her lips press together.
"Going to need to exercise." That comes with another thought. "Going to need to stay off the booze."
It's a sobering realization on more than one level.
ID check. Names, background. "Got it, got it." Move to the viewscreen, do a long look out into the docking bay from an angle that conceals her uniform. Anyone watching now who had been there a half-hour before?
Which brings her to....
"...the bantha in the room," she mutters. The cylinder of silvery metal flips over as she bounces it on her palm. "I bet Nimadda practices every day. Probably against live opponents." Shard paces in a circle. If that woman has actual training, if she has kept it up rather than let it die...
"Comes down to it, she'll murder the bunch of us." Another sobering thought, with nothing to do with alcohol. "And I'm ten years out of practice."
Tomorrow, she could say. Tomorrow for the exercises, the practice. For everything. But it would be a lie, for tomorrow never comes.
Today is where she lives, as always.
With a sigh, Shard strips off the uniform jacket and blouse, leaving her in a tank top and military slacks. Then it's into the cockpit to dial down the transparancy of the canopy - it wouldn't do to have flashes of light glaring out into the docking bay. For a long moment, she studies the wrists of her bared arms and shakes her head. "Only muscle I've got left is from hoisting glasses," she laughs. It's not quite true, but.
The laughter fades as he studies the silvery cylinder. "I detest you," the older woman flatly announces. "Just so we're clear." As she walks back into the open area, her hands begin the process of unscrewing the back plate, looking to turn down the gain of the device. "Wouldn't want to leave scars all over the walls and floors."
Dial down. Plate restored. Shard wiggles the cylinder in her hand for a moment; it feels wrong, uncomfortably unfamiliar. Her body is slow, clumsy. Stupid. She could smooth that out. Release herself into mindless -
No.
"Technique first. Get that back. Basics," she reminds herself. And thumbs the switch.
Light flares. There's a pregnant pause. Then bitter laughter fills the ship.
"Bantha crap." Shaking her head, she carefully turns the weapon around in her hand. Even dialed down, it could give a nasty burn. "Good thing it wasn't lined up with my leg...Rhijans would've had a field day with that."
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