Re: SEEKINGS - Huoshui
13 mins ago
ok then this happens when you rest and meditate the night after fleeing the station
11 mins ago
Huoshui
so meditating on what happened and what to do next sorta thing.
You open your eyes to only the pailest of light, and a wetness, wights pushing down all around you.
10 mins ago
Huoshui
wights? what the zombie/ghost type things?
preasure
Huoshui
ok
stuff on top of you and around you
Huoshui
Huoshui rises from his meditation position and tries to look around.
8 mins ago
There is to much baring down on you, your barried .. it's hard to move around... shifting things... barly a flicker of light from above
7 mins ago
Huoshui
He tries to see what is giving off the light. straining his eyes.
You can barrly make out anything, but as your eyes are agusting... the wetness isn't water... it's blood flowing over your face and down your body... your barried in... surrounded in bodies.
4 mins ago
Huoshui
Huoshui starts to freak out a fair bit. going over the enumerations his elders had taught him. over and over in his head trying to calm his mind.
2 mins ago
It's hard to breath though down there and hard to calm oneself, when struggling to breath and blood is pooring over one and into ones mouth.. and the acitonal look of.... yes... thats some one you know oh god......they are dead... but died long ago... not here... (1 success to remain calm)
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Huoshui
so am I completely submerged in the blood? or is it covering only me?
(it's flowing down from the wounds of the bodies above, running over you, and trickling down bellow)
(it's just flowing over you and on down)
Huoshui
Huoshui tries to whip the blood off. trying to clear his face, while at the same time trying not to notice the other faces.
That helps you calm down more (2 success) but you can feel bodies bellow you shift, and hands and bonny fingers feeling over your legs.
2 mins ago
Huoshui
What kind of nightmare is this. With more of a calm, he tries to move. but he just needed to do something.
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There is nothing imparing you from moving, save the bodies around you. .... you can push them aside easly enough though some make noises and seam in pain... pulling to the light you find it grows brighter.
Huoshui
He continues, still going through the enumerations of calm in his mind.
1 min ago
Pushing bodies aside, pulling on limbs you evechaly brake through the 'surface' of them... the 'view' once your eyes ajust is horrific. Thousands, if not millions of bodies fill a masive cavern lit bit burning corpses implailed on jants of rock. The light you pulled for you recognize as one of the marines you watched the maruaders set fire too.... and looking out over you see the mangled bodies of people not quite teleported.. torn by vines... and fether and fether. It's a hall of all those you have ever known and have died.... and there crying out to you.
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(and not just people he as watched died... people he use to know but passed away as they died of old age or so)
Huoshui
Huoshui falls to his knees. Covering his face with his hands. what had he done to deserve this. He had tried his hardest to save you.
Bodies burn and twist in the flames... you can hear distant calls of familar voices.
3 mins ago
Huoshui
he moves his hands and looks towards the familiar voices.
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You stumble over the bodies, slip in the blood and you find your mothers body evechanly "why..... do you cling to so many of us......."
Huoshui
"I...I..." he could not put it to words. "I do not want to forget."
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Durning clouds start to fill the caverns as they rumble and shake.tt .. and it starts to rain blood, and slowly bodies start to fall fro the clouds... some how you just /know/ it's the dead that you have watched the Vivo slay... "You can never move on like this....."
Huoshui
"All along, I thought keeping the past in mind would allow. No it gave me the idea, I could do something more, greater things." He rises up. "I guess I had always wanted to meet you again mother."
"I guess you and the dragon are just trying to help me. Move on, I have never done that."
"Now I know. I know how to move on." He starts to walk forward. Leaving behind his mother.
"Good bye... I am letting you go." Now deep in the enumerations.
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"You can remember the past, but you can't live it." a half rotted hand takes huoshui'ss giving him a stone dagger. "Take my heart son... it's the way out of here..." The bodies from the Vivo were falling more and more, so many dead... you didn't have long before you might just end up barried again.
"Thank you." tightly grips the dagger. Using Do and the blade he tries to avoid the falling bodies.
(so he stabs her?)
9 mins ago
Huoshui
She asked for it. Tries to make it as quick as possible. clean and such.
5 mins ago
The knife turns into a key itself as you twist it, a simple one made of stone that crumbles away... the bodies bursting onto flames all being consumed in a whilof flire and ash that ingulfs you untill you blast it away in waves of water... though your not yourself as much as some kinda odd blue woman.. hermaphrodite actualy, with odd tentical like apendages instead of hair and an eye in the back of your head aswell as the two in the frount... that third eye open wide as the water surges about, closing as the spell ends. The clothing unlike anything you have seen before...
2 mins ago
the fire retreated into something towering in the distance... a masive mountain of a monstrosity ... others are fighting it... others like you... creatures that look like light blue elfs.... humans... fera... and behind you.... a tower.... a broken tower that reaches as high as the eyes can see.. the borken parts of it drifting in the air as others fall slowly to the ground
1 min ago
Above the broken tower land mirrors the earth... and over the tower the abyss itself... with specks of flame raining down out of it.... spewed forth out of it like a mouth.
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The ground and the world seams to give out and clapse around you and you then relive the same vision you had before of mount Qaf's distruction and the beast that rose out of it.....when you recover you seam to be in a white void with your master standing over you.
Huoshui
"What is going on. All I see are nightmarish visions."
3 mins ago
"You seek enlightenment.... but your soul is troubled. This hasn't been what you exspected when you left our care was it?"
2 mins ago
Huoshui
"Heh, no master. I don't think I was ever expecting this."
"How could anyone."
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"Did you think you could just run away and find all the answers to the univruse out there in the stars? or that some path would open up for you because your special?"
Huoshui
This hurt him, to hear such a thing from his master, but he was right.
"Maybe, I didn't have much of a plan when I left."
2 mins ago
"You shouldn't have left us, you should turn back and return to us... we can guide you through such trials"
Huoshui
"I find that odd master. Does our tradition not say that trials and such things are personal?"
"No offense but even our teaching methods are but a guide to the individual to find their own meaning in. "
"Trying to dive the deepths of ones own soul requires proper preporation, something that one can not always do on there own. Something you clearly need. I am not convinced you where prepared to steep foot off Miranda."
Huoshui
"Maybe not but I have learned many things. Some I do believe I would have not learnt while on Miranda or at least not have taken to heart as much."
He pauses for a moment. "So you did sent her to try and pull me back. I thought it but a happy coincidence."
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Huoshui
"She also wanted me to return."
"So now you know better than us?"
Huoshui
"I could not say but I feel my path leads elsewhere. There are events that have happened that I have been a part of, these event I believe will cause others, I shall not leave this story now. Until the scenes have been played out, I shall play my part."
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"If you turn your back on our techings you may not get another chance to return"
Huoshui
"I do not believe I am turning my back on your teachings. I am just choosing not to return to your side just yet."
"I do hope to again return to Miranda but at the same time I hope to return with knowledge and experiences I can share with my brothers and sisters."
"If we all remain in our temples we shall only become stagnant."
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"You are as lost in life as you are in your own mind...." he says some what dismisvly
Huoshui
"You seem to dismiss my journey so far. Are you saying that what I have seen and experienced work nothing? That my only way to further my journey is to return?"
4 mins ago
"You seam to have done little but try and avoid the problems, save some ghosts"
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Huoshui
"True, I cannot deny that I have tried to avoid problems. But really wouldn't returning to Miranda and your side be doing exactly that?"
"With the things playing out I have seen, returning to you would be the biggest avoidance of hardship, conflict and problems. I would ever have done. "
"leave then, your not welcome here"
1 min ago
Huoshui
Huoshui cannot hide the shock, maybe some anger. To be rejected by his mentor and master.
Turning on the spot he leaves the master behind. Not looking back.
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As he turns he notices the white of the void of light has been fadding... growing darker... but as he leaves it grows brigther again and looking around he finds his master shirking away... inot a weed in an ever exspanding and growing garden ... a weed that is plucked from the ground by Sophia as she tends the garden.
Huoshui
"Sophia?" He says as yet again the world has shifted around him in a confusing way.
10 mins ago
She looks up "You realy don't get any of this do you?"
7 mins ago
Huoshui
"No. This is all very weird."
"At first a horrific vision of what I can only describe as hell. Then a battle with the mountain. The master all but yelling at me and now this garden."
"I have to say, I am at a loss."
5 mins ago
She laughs "You are really quite the pothedic little monk... your doing this all to yourself you know... you can just end this any time you want, but you seam to be a gluton for punishment"
1 min ago
Huoshui
Laughs with her "Maybe, but without hardship how can one grow. "
"You search the depth of your soul for answers, you not exspect some road blocks?
9 mins ago
Huoshui
"Indeed, I had never really expected this kind of thing. I was prepared for the hardships or mind and body. Why had I not expected this for the soul."
4 mins ago
"Because you are a bit of a fool, you understemate the world, the depths people will sink to, the horrors out there, and most of all yourself"
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Huoshui
"I guess I am. The fool who dived in deeper than he knew, The fool who turned on his master to follow others. Every thing I have seen recently reminds me I am a fool."
He smiles. "but maybe with effort I can get past all this. "
Huoshui
"Do not many people try to laugh their way through hardship?"
"I met my mother earlier. She is dead but with this I have seen her again. She told me to move on. Can you imagine how that feels, separate just that from the environment it happened in. "
"Even the confrontation with the master. I found the strength of my conviction."
"I feel broken in many ways, ideals I held have been shattered. Images of people I loved and respected have been altered."
"Laugh and cry, which would you prefer I do?" He smiles as a tear falls down his cheek.
4 mins ago
"There all reflections of you. You are the only one that is here, and you are the only one that has ever been here, or will ever be." She turns looking to the tree at the center of the garden "You have already changed so much sense you felt Miranda, even more in just the past few moments .. flickerings of eye... if you contenue to seek enlightment the person you become may not be someone you recognize anymore"
Huoshui
"That's growth. I shall continue, I still do not see a reason to turn back. To turn back would be to disrespect the lessons learnt."
Also looks to the tree.
"So even you are but a mirage created by me." He walks to the tree.
"Still even if your still just a reflection, Thanks. You have helped a lot."
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"the fruit of eternal life, garded by the children of phenix.. What has been started, has been started by one who has feasted on such." She takes a golden frut from the tree and hands it to you "the fruit of knowlage, guarden by the children of dragon.. your kind have gained much from but a single taist long ago....if you are to have a chance you must take this gift of your ansestors to it's fullest and be at one with yourself. You may not have the Lumarian third eye, the eye that sees only the Akashic Record.... but you can read it... and you must"
He holds the apple in his hand. Tosses it lightly between the two.
"To read from the record. At least that's a piece of guidance I understand."
Goes to take a bite from the fruit.
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Well what is there to say... everything is washed away as he gets a glemps.... just the tinest of glemps... of the Akashic Record in it's whole.... all in all it's overwhellming to say the least... even though its like a fraction of a second... it seams like an eternity. When it's all over you find yourself meditating back on this ship again. What you saw was far to much for your mind to handle, only the slightest bits here and there make any sense but just that glimpse along is overwhelming ....it's just.... you feel like you did when you first awoke (well almost) so alive so... inspired so inlightened by just ideas after ideas poring out ... not all off them making any sense but just a brainstorm of spiritual insperation
think along the lines of the mental equivelent of being thrown in a cold pool lol a real shock to the system and a jump start on ideas and stuff
1 min ago
Huoshui
holy shit
lol
yes when you gain arete it's about as close to the experiance as awakening as you can get again sure it's like 1/3 the spark maybe half.... but it's an eye opener to say the least
