Re: Miracles of the Gutretee and fixing the Alabak's Gold
Eventually, with nothing more she could do around the salvage operations, the moody twi'lek said her goodbyes and slipped away. She'd gathered her things and packed some food to live off, and had marked her intended route on a map for others to follow her if she didn't return after a few days. With comms not working in the interference, she also had some flares in case she ran into trouble; she was thinking of falls and other accidents, rather than dangerous animals. The crystalline creatures of Isis shouldn't register her as food or threat, and ought to leave her alone. She had her new rifle anyway. Lyla had closely examined all the Alliance surveys and Gutretee lore they'd felt to share.
The scout disappeared down a fissure running eastward through the crystal, running fingertips along the faceted planes of an ancient fracture, marvelling at the sunlight that seeped through the walls so there were never any shadows, at the thousand rainbows refracted through natural prisms. She stopped when she cut her finger on a razor-sharp plane of crystal, learning to respect the dangers too. Sucking the blood from her finger and applying a bact-aid, she watched an emerald mouse-like animal become trapped in a monofilament spider-web. The web drew tight and neatly sliced into several chunks, before spindly insect-like things rushed out of hiding to carry them off. Stomach turning, Lyla reflected that Isis was a harsh and dangerous world, in addition to being a beautiful one. But, in her experience, most worlds were. She carefully noted how the monofilament web glinted in the sunlight, and walked much more carefully from there on.
She moved through a network of cracks and out into wider canyons, taking a lot of holopics, for her own recollections and to expand Alliance records about this world. What she discovered could be useful, for the safety of the base and for peace with the Gutetree. After a while, she several klicks away from the ships, Neskroff base, and all organic life. With no comms, no holonet, no other people, she was truly cut-off and alone. Just the way she liked it. As much as a people-person as she was, she needed to get away now and then. Her journey over the Brightlands of Ryloth had been hard, lonely, and terrifying, yet it had been the forge that made her. She would always keep coming back to that old wound.
All along, so far from anything, Lyla's thoughts turned inwards. She turned over and over the events of the last few missions, from Kwenn Space Station to Tatooine, to Isis to Miser, wondering what else she could have done, what she could have done differently. Of course she had doubts and regrets, everyone did, but hers led inexorably to an Imperial prison facility, to an interrogation chamber. Bound to a chair, drugged and interrogated, leered at by Grendreef and the Stormtroopers. It was only luck and pluck that gotten them away. Cruk. A thousand worse possibilities flooded her. That interrogation droid might have disassembled her. She might have spilled everything on the Polmanar blockade run or the secrets of Isis, and have all those deaths on her. They might have executed her. Worse, they might have keep her alive, in some brutal prison for the rest of her dramatically shortened life, as a slave in the Kessel spice mines or as a toy for the Imperials. Lyla had bottled up her fear at the time, buried it deep and covered it with bravado. After, they'd fought and run and brassed their way out on an Imperial shuttle. Then she'd slept off the drugs and exhaustion and terror, then she'd had reports, work, a stolen holiday. She'd not had time for terror and grief for herself.
Feeling her throat tighten and choke, her eyes quiver, her tails ache, that long-held terror came at last. Lyla let it come, sitting hard onto a rock and letting the tears flow like a waterfall onto the dry stone. Now she screamed and cried and thrashed about, pouring out her horror, shouting her anger and fear into the world, now there was no one around to hear. Just the way she liked it.
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