Re: Chapter 6.2: Pow Wow on the Mountain ((Bear Butte))
It had naturally taken Rabbit somewhat longer than usual to extricate herself from company, and even longer to be wholly certain no living soul saw her carefully climb down an almost sheer slope to nest amongst long-fallen boulders. Screened from above by the branches of a young pine that had determined to grow there, Rabbit nestled in as best she could, coccooned in the blanket Sky Hawk had kindly retrieved from Horn Chips' tent.
She would probably wake sore from shivering, Rabbit reflected, looking at the stars and tucking her nose under the edge of the wool. She could cope with soreness. Turning on her side to favour the almost-vanished injury inflicted by Huang Li, Rabbit slept.
The scent of this place set her heart pounding. Lost to her waking self, for whom the memory had healed to an ugly textured patch of shadow-figures and touch, in the dream Rabbit could barely breathe. Panic flared in her, mercilessly evoked by the warm smells of a south Pacific spring, ship's tar, laundry starch, this one house.
Rabbit drew her naked body into a compactness, holding to her own warmth as her mind fought the past. Her hair veiled her shoulders and laid soft against her back, long as it had ever been.
If I look back I will see the stain from my blood. Rabbit knew this with dream certainty, trembling from the horror of its presence.
I will not look back.
Rabbit stood, shakily, to go in search of clothes. No sound came save the wind and gulls and distant street. Rabbit struggled with nausea, although it was bright morning, not the evening they'd brought a little girl here. The blood was still there.
I can walk out of here.
She did, though the first two steps were like fighting against current, almost stumbling, her chest a tight cage of fear. The corridor was unfamiliar, or every cheapside hotel anywhere; Rabbit paced quickly down, arms crossed over her chest, alert and ready to run. She crossed a courtyard where blossoms tried to create snow out of season, her path softened by fallen blooms. The next room proved to be baths as empty as the rest of the place, big, hot and deep.
Hoping to pass herself off as a patron, Rabbit slipped into the larger pool, swam about a bit and washed, belatedly noticing her markings had become like gold in her skin. She was preparing for something now, she thought, becoming clean for a journey.
A soft tread on the boards stiffened her spine as she sat on the edge of the rinse bath: she dropped into the cold and waited there, crouched up to her neck as an armed tough walked over fully clothed, decorously turned his attention to the wall, and asked politely if she needed anything.
"Please fetch my clothes," Rabbit asked, wary but unafraid of the man who did not look at her. He bowed slightly and went off. She managed to find a towel and some underthings before he reappeared again, with apologies and what clothes he could find, all unclaimed though he was ignorant as to what she came in with.
Rabbit knelt and looked through them, picking up a silk robe with astonishment at its kingfisher shimmer. The deaths of ten thousand moths laid light as water there, and rich embroidery that would surely turn the worker blind with its heartaching detail flashed on the sleeves...Rabbit dropped it as though it burned at a flash of Imperial Yellow trim, recognising the garment of a high concubine.
"This was abandoned? It should be cut up for prayer flags," she instructed the nameless man. "I will take them with me."
There were jeans - Rabbit thought it would be fun to try jeans, but they were too big for her, as was the foreign military coat. She hesitated over an old-fashioned leather breastplate, but did not think she should be going dressed for war to wherever she was due, such armour tending to bring war with it. At last she found a pale doeskin shirt with simple stars and a rough thunderbird on the chest, and leggings she recognised.
"These are my clothes," she told the enforcer, who was making remarkably swift work of prayer flags, and went out in the garden to change. Rabbit made a sash of the hem of an Iron Dragon shirt, and tied back her hair with bands of the same at her nape and across her forehead. The tough man brought her the flags, a reed mat and "five bowls of rice" that were actually just her one new bowl, brimful, though she knew he spoke the truth. He had companions in the bathouse now, all in various states of dress and staring curiously after her.
Rabbit bowed to them, called her razor to her hand as naturally as thinking, and hung it on her belt. She crossed the cool, green garden to the edge of the forest, balanced her goods in one arm, and began climbing carefully down the slope of a rough shaft, into the earth.