Re: Episode 1.02: Lonely Heart, Creve Coeur
Pieran finished his coffee in Africa. He’d already made his bed, a holdover from his early education. But something was wrong. They were wearing grey, most of them. Now, as he sat at the foot of his bed, staring at the dressers and closet, the problem started to coalesce, to move from his unconscious to his conscious.
He’d not even inspected the room since his arrival. He was still living in “independent” mode, taking what he needed from his bloody great sack.
There was a bathrobe in the closet and grey sweats in the dresser. He held the pants for a moment, keeping them neatly folded, and weighing them for truth until the solid meaning of their fabric spoke at last to his brain. ‘This is it,’ he thought. ‘This is really happening. Once you put these on you’ll be accepting the mantle of a new life, with new responsibilities and manners. You’ll be dressing into a new way of life. You’ll be making yourself at home, nomad.’ He could almost hear those voices of conscience say that they were trying to enlighten him about that last night. ‘But how do you realistically transition from years to solitude to a full householder life overnight?’ he interjected.
It wasn’t an altogether irrational question. After all, Cornerstone wasn’t exactly a hotel, therefore, he was expected to make a life there. A home! But he never expected to find himself living at home with a crew of six powerful personalities, either. He’d never done that before. For years he lived alone, worked alone, and as a result, he’d not fully matured in a social way. Diplomacy he understood. But only in the abstract. He could apply it, like a bandage to a wound. He just didn’t know how to do it. His old habits would have to change. And soon.
‘I don’t know how,’ he whispered, staring into the mirror inside the closet door. ‘Why won’t you answer?’
Like Joan of Arc’s, his voices fell silent when the going got tough.
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