Re: X2U-238: Shot in the Dark 2
In reply to Hilda (msg # 298):
I am so sorry. Dear Mary, Mother of God, I am so sorry....
"Okay, well, a Warrior is a person who walks the long, arduous path of achieving one's full physical and martial potential. A Warrior is a person specializing in hunting, combat and warfare; who ritualizes combat in order to demonstrate individual prowess among other warriors. Thus, warriors see combat, and the fields of war, as a place to attain personal valor and glory. This is especially true within the context of a tribal or clan-based warrior culture, which recognizes a need for a separate warrior class or caste."
"Warriors are amazing fighters, but they are also trained to be individual fighters. While they often fight in groups--sometimes very large groups, armies, even--they each still fight as an individual. They each fight to achieve glory for themselves, to display their courage, their prowess, their resolve to win. And should they fall, they don't really fear death, they just want their death to be spectacular! Something to be sung about for ages to come. And there is really nothing wrong with this attitude--except that, for many Warriors, achieving glorious victory or dying gloriously was often more important to them than what they were fighting for. As long as a warrior died a 'good death', he felt no qualms about the village he failed to defend getting sacked--he fought well, he died well. Nothing else mattered to him."
"Now, a Soldier is a fighter trained to fight as part of a unit, usually an army. A rigid sense of discipline is trained into a Soldier; soldiers are taught that success of the unit--not the individual--is the path to victory. And thus survival on the battlefield."
"A Soldier is trained to believe that combat and warfare are a task, nothing more than a job, rather than a path to glory. Warfare, to the soldier, is a practical matter, which, time and again, has shown that men of lesser 'elite status', provided that they were practically organized and equipped, almost always outfought the 'warrior elites', through suppression of the individual spirit on the battlefield and a single-minded approach to overwhelming their foe."
"When a Warrior fights, even when he's part of a larger group, he still only fighting one-on-one with other Warriors. When a Warrior fights a Soldier, he does not fight just one Soldier, he fights all the soldiers--soldiers will gang-up on an individual Warrior, and when one Soldier falls, two more take the place. The Warrior calls this unfair, inglorious, cowardly. The Soldier only responds with "It's war, we will kill you."
Kaspar pauses in his diatribe, and grins a moment,
"Now, after all that long-winded speaking and telling you about things you likely already know, I get to my point. After a culture or society comes to a point where they make a choice to keep the Warrior culture or to adopt the Soldier way--when they choose to follow the path of the Soldier, those cultures often come to a conclusion about warfare, in general--that Victory means Survival. And many, many cultures have strong feelings about surviving, you know. These cultures are often willing to do anything to keep surviving. Including those things in warfare that even Soldiers should not be asked to do."
"I'm talking about spying, and more specifically, assassination. These are things I have both knowledge and experience with--you may remember I told you that, when I was younger, I was, in many ways, a kind of Jaffa for a Tau'ri government that no longer exists, yes? Well, back then, I met many people who had been trained to fight war in that way--the way of the spy and the assassin. In a way, I was one of them, too, just more removed. And Hilda, that kind of training, that kind of fighting...it can eat at your soul. I was lucky enough to get out before I'd completely lost my soul."
"But when I met Wilhelm, I knew exactly what he was. As I said then, I could almost smell the darkness on him. Wilhelm was an assassin, a killer. And while it was certainly strange to send an assassin to a Science Team, sure, there was the possibility that, like me, Wilhelm was trying to reform from being what he was. But he still had the attitude of a Black Operations operative--he was willing to be friendly, but he wasn't willing to join the group."
"Maybe I was out of line when he first showed up--in fact, I'll admit that I was. The lack of information about him, General Hammonds inability to tell me why it was so important that he be added to the group mid-mission, rather than waiting until we returned to base--all of this, as our American friends say, raised the hairs on the back of my neck. There was something odd about Wilhelm, or his mission, and I didn't like it."
"That's why I started throwing my authority in his face right from the start. I didn't want anything to do with whatever he was up to, and I didn't want any of you drawn into it, either. And I got him to reveal that he believed he didn't have to answer to the command structure of this Team--which meant he felt he answered to a higher authority, or that he'd been told he was allowed to operate on his own initiative. I've warned Captain Vasandra about my concerns, and I hope she will be prepared if, and when, Wilhelm tries some shenanigans on the trip back to Earth. If and when."
"Now, as for me and, uh, Lucky, was it? We're both Soldiers. Another part of the difference between Warriors and Soldiers is that Soldiers hold to a rigid discipline, which includes a rigid hierarchal command structure. I am an Officer and Team Commander, Gunner--I mean--Lucky, is an NCO, a lesser Rank than me. It is part of my job to inform the soldiers under my command of operational orders for the unit--especially when they are not part of the General Orders that all soldiers, Officers, Non-Coms and Troopers alike, must follow."
"When I informed Lucky that, if we come under extreme Goa'uld attack, he has to focus on getting Freyda out of danger more so than he should worry about the rest of us, that was just an Officer passing on orders. I certainly meant nothing else by it."
"However, I'll grant you that I may not have performed that function as smoothly as it could have been handled. I think I've mentioned this before, but I may not have explained it sufficiently--when a military organization, an Army, for simplicity, gets to be of a sufficient size, the soldiers and officers that make up that army start to specialize in their functions. One of those specialty distinctions is between Line Officers and Staff Officers."
"For pretty much all of my military career, I was what is called a Staff Officer--I worked at a base, I rarely went into the field, almost never went to the front lines, and I never commanded combat troops. Commanding combat troops, or commanding any kind of troops out in the field--like this SGC Team--is what a Line Officer receives training for."
"And, as I said, I was--I am--a Staff Officer. So I don't doubt that I probably issued those special orders to Lucky--a combat trained Non-Com of The Line--in the wrong way. On the other hand, Gunnery Sargent Wheeler is a professional, and even if he thinks I'm a Tin-Pot Officer with a stick up my ass, he'll still accept and obey the orders."
"I can only hope that, with time, Lucky will see that I'm not that rigid an Officer--in fact, I'd rather still be a University Professor, than a military Officer--and that I try to run the Team more as a scientific expedition, rather than a military operation. And that, as with Rajip, I will be expecting him to advise me in matters military; because while I am a trained soldier, I am not as combat trained as he is."
Again Kaspar pauses to give a little grin,
"My only real combat skills are an ability with my pistol, and some skill at fencing. Not much else."