Re: IC: Farhaven Habitat
Escaping Arsuran, helping the refugees and scaredy-cats first in-come off the sky-fly then go-out back on, then making how-you-do with the Fists and getting all the know-how on them, followed by the lost-and-found of the talkiphone box, it had been a long lights-on for everyone, followed by a long lights-off, and more lights-on, especially for the busy-bee Smoke Alarm. Finally, before they arrived on Arsuran and the Kang went nigh-nighs, Traveller put the talkiphone box into something called tem-pour-all orbit. She made time stop, which impressed Smoke Alarm greatly. They could visit Arsuran and the Fists at lights-on, such as it was without tick-tocks.
Then Traveller showed them to their rooms on the talkiphone box. Apartments! With big beds and cubboards and drawerers and wardropes everything! After getting rid of the Cleaners and unlocking all the doors and making all welcome-mat in Paradise Towers, the Kangs had lived in apartments and slept in beds, though they often bunked together and moved around for safety. (And a few Kangs liked to hug and tickle and play sleepover alone. Sometimes with Boys! They didn't invite Smoke but she always wondered. It seemed like fun.) She'd had a dormy-tory at the yawny school on Earth, and had a little room on the Exeter almost like a box with a bed in it. But she'd been living as a stowaway, on the streets, and in boxes and nooks and crannies for long tick-tocks now. And here, a real apartment of her ownsome!
But she didn't go in. She still half-expected a trap, a Cleaner in the cubboard. And she didn't want to get too comfortable in the talkiphone box in case she to out-go and be footing it again. When she felt sound-and-safe, she could make a home-sweet-home here.
As the others went off to nigh-nighs and sleep-tight and made sure the bed-bugs didn't bite, Smoke Alarm drifted back to the talkiphone's brainquarters, easily negotiating the winding, changing, labyrinthine TARDIS carrydoors. She liked the brainquarters and stood there a while outlooking at all the fishies in the walls. Then she outlooked at the puters and picturespouts. So many buttons and levers and switches. She played with a few that didn't look too important, but nothing seemed to happen. She made sure to put them all back the way she found them. She thought.
She eyespied a row of numbers she recognised as ticktocks. One said 195th century! But Doctor Sam had said it was the 26th century, 2587 or 2578 or 2597 or something. That blue bubble had taken her through hundreds-and-thousands of ticktocks. What she'd feared, and what she'd tried to ignore and deny and turn her back on as all Kangs did, wasn't untruth. And Traveller hadn't talked untruths: the Doctor really was gone and unalive, made unalive like Pex the Brave. And Mel was unalive, and Doctor Sam and Mister Mop. And all the Blue Kangs were gone and unalive, all her sister-friends since time started, Drinking Fountain and Door Knob and No Smoking and This Way Up and all the Red Kangs, all the Kangs, all the Rezzies, all the Caretakers, all unalive. She couldn't turn her back on it any more. She was the last, Blue Kang the Last, Kang the Last.
Smoke Alarm fell against the console, clutching it for support. She felt cold and shaky, like the AC was too low, and she felt empty and hungry. Her eyeballs became wet and stingy like she'd been eating onions. It was the same sick she felt when her friends were made unalive or disappeared, eaten by Rezzies or taken by Cleaners. She became a crybaby, like when the dog had bit her, and huddled under the protective shelter of the console as the onion-drops came.
But the Kang had seen too many friends made unalive or disappeared, been through too much trauma to be a crybaby for long. Finally she stood, sniffled, and told herself 'Brave and bold as a Kang should be.'
She knew what she had to do.
The Kang piled whatever loose objects she could find onto the console, from all around the brainquarters and other rooms. Chairs, a pair of old boots, a side-table, some poles, tools, puters, shinies out her pockets, old fizz-ade cans and lolly wrappers, bit and pieces and odds and ends she couldn't identify, until she'd turned it into a huge shrine of scrap and junk, the biggest and most icehot ever. She tied on her blue strips, some red and yellow and pink clothes and cloths, and laid her arrowgun on the ground before it. Smoke Alarm stood back to admire her impressive handiwork. She couldn't say why the Kangs did this, but they knew they needed to.
'Hail the Doctor. Hail the unalive who put Paradise Towers to rights. Blue and red of colour, and brave and bold as a Kang should be.' she announced, young voice full of sadness and echoing around the brainquarters. She drew her hand from left hip to right shoulder, then held her hand up, palm out, an odd farewell gesture.
She started a slow walk around her recycle-bin shrine, chanting out her farewells. 'Hail Mel. Hail the unalive who found the Great Pool. Blue of colour, and brave and bold as a Kang should be. Hail Mister Mop. Hail the unalive who told funny stories. In life he was not a Kang, but brave and bold as a Kang should be. Hail Doctor Sam. Hail the unalive who found Paradise Towers. A would-be Kang, and brave and bold as a Kang should be.' The funeral chant went on and on, echoing off the glass walls, eerie and haunting in its simple grief, especially from one like Smoke Alarm. And Smoke Alarm walked around and around and around, pausing periodically to make the farewell gesture. And the chant went on. 'Hail Drinking Fountain. Hail the unalive who lead the Blue Kangs. Blue of colour, and brave and bold as a Kang should be. Hail This Way Up. Hail the unalive, Pink Kang the Last. Pink of colour, and brave and bold as a Kang should be.' Smoke Alarm kept footing it, around and around and around and around, circling the recycle-bin shrine she'd made of the console and time-rotor, always repeating her chant, naming every friend she'd known and lost. 'Hail the Blue Kangs. Hail the unalive who were clever and quick. Blue of colour, and brave and bold as Kangs could be.' And her feets were hurting and her arms were hurting and her eyes were hurting and her mouth was dry, but she kept talking her chant, not wanting to let any unalive friend go unremembered. Sometimes she forgot and had to go back, sometimes she repeated her farewells, sometimes she did whole groups where there were people she did not know. 'Hail the Rezzies and the Caretakers and the Boys. Hail the unalive. In life they were not Kangs, but they got wiser. Hail the Kangs. Hail the unalive who were fun friends. Red and blue and pink and yellow and green of colour, and brave and bold as Kangs could be.' And the Kang went on, and on, and on, deep into lights-off.
At some point, she must have sat down to close her eyes, as she went nigh-nighs on the couch, curled up and sleep-tight, hugging her Puddy and arrowgun. That was where she was found waking in the morning.