Re: 2: At Last, The Dawn
"I believed in the dream. But moreover I believed in the man and with him gone..." the Mourning Queen said, not bothering to tear her gaze from the window.
"Your Majesty, now is not the time to give in to despair," MerLN counseled.
"You are right. Be grateful you were not programmed with the capacity," she told her advisor.
Silence hung in the air.
"Would they follow the Prince," she asked.
The queen's advisor hesitated. "I do not know," he said at last. "Once, yes, but the Prince has been changed by the loss of the King."
"As have we all, MerLN," the Queen said.
"Yes, your Majesty. But there are rumors..."
"And what do I care for the petty whispers of men who try to tear down what He built," the Queen interrupted. "The Prince needs time to process his grief. He had his Uncle's example, but not his hardships. He is a good man, but not yet fully tempered. When he is, he will be ready."
"You mean to go through with it? Are you sure that is...wise?"
"Tell me, MerLN, what good did your 'wisdom' do for the King? You could not foresee the Dragon, or its targets, or how it managed, repeatedly, to enter our holdings undetected? It wasn't wisdom that saved us. It was valor and blood."
The advisor remained silent.
"And what of the G.R.A.I.L., your Majesty," the advisor asked after a long while.
"Fuck the G.R.A.I.L. It was a fool's hope. Perhaps, if we had not been so distracted by its promise we would have fared better against the monster. It was a vain hope for brighter days. We no longer have the luxury of hoping for tomorrow. We must see our people through today. We must safeguard Avaluna and Venus. Not waste our resources chasing ghosts." Yet, beneath her black veil ghosts were all she could see.
Iliza sat beside Gwydion and looked at him longingly, though he seemed more interested in the contents of his datapad.
"Gwydion. Gwydion," she tried but she knew she had lost his attention. She liked to believe that she knew what he was experiencing. She, too, had once been lost in grief and self-recrimination and Gwydion had helped her begin her own recovery. But she couldn't reach him in his time of need. That didn't mean she was going to stop trying. She had to find a way, the right way, to reach him. To bring him back to himself.
Irina was there for Meara as much as she could manage. But sometimes Meara was alone. Alone was too hard. So instead of alone, there was Mimi.
"I'm sorry about your Uncle and your friend," Mimi said when she noticed Meara had suddenly lost interest in her brownie. If it could truly be called a brownie with all the rationing. "There's a man at the chapel where my mom and dad take me that says that they are stars now. They are stars that keep bad things from happening to us. Are...are you going to become a star too?" Mimi looked up at Meara with those big, bright eyes and waited for an answer.
"And since your ship has, thus far, been tolerated by Mars given its association with Ser Brun, I had hoped you would be willing to be at these precise coordinates at this precise time. Beyond that, I cannot tell you what you may hope to find, if anything at all. I can only tell you that it is important. Will you do it," MerLN asked as he concluded his proposal to Captain Smalls.