2.5: You Are Cordially Beknighted
Brun stared into the endless dark of the End of his Time. A black, bleak wall that had no more futures beyond it. Fifteen years. More than he could've imagined or wished for in his worst days. But he wasn't in his worst days... Fifteen was no longer enough...
Best make it good. He fell back through seas of possibility.
Perspectives flashed and stormed through him as he tried to find Now again.... He missed.
Brun straightened, blinking and wiped his eyes before looking around the gathering, "Ah. /This/ when.". He stood, muttering like an actor going through lines, "Seek the G.R.A.I.L... We have no intention of stopping... ...results in my death..." Another moment to consider, then he began...
Brun first looked to Gwydion. He had that same look of apologetic knowing as the squires now. A sad smile, "I'm sorry. I wasn't good enough at this to be clearer then... And I asked them not to. That's not why they're here.". His look was full of conviction and sincerity...and older somehow than he should be, "John had to die, because if he hadn't... /You/ would have. You had to live. What you will do is so important. John thought so. I know so. And I'm so sorry."
To Meara now, Brun continued, "Because it will be hard. I wish it wasn't. But it will be. You'll... We... I thought about giving up. And I can't tell you why, because some choices will matter and I can't know why the choices were made the way that they were. But they will have to be made. Just know that you will make the right ones."
Brun indicated the squires now, stepping over to them with a respectful, familiar lordly nod to them. Lord to vassal. Standing with them, the Lord of Stjernevold looked back at his friends. His Lady. That same burdened, knowing, sad smile still, "Our future gets better. If we don't quit. So much better. That's why I sent them. So you could see. I wish I could have sent them all...". He paused for a very pointed look if implication at Meara, "But these, at least, were mine to send. They aren't here to tell you what will happen. They are here to show you it's worth it. And to enjoy this day with you."