Lured Into Darkness
"I..."
She trailed off, staring at the orb from which she summoned both shadow and the light. It had gone quiet now, both the glow and the void fading.
"I've never done this before."
She said at last, staring at the floor.
"I was a Guild Artisan, an herbalist!"
Her voice cracked, turning the words into a croak. They stared hard at the ground for a long time, and then finally looked up to catch Lucien's gaze.
"The last few days, the dragon! I'd never even used a knife in anger and suddenly I'm face to face with a dragon? I'd certainly never used that power as a weapon. I didn't ask for this Art, and I know I have no skill at wielding it. It just comes, if I will it or no. It's not even about me, I'm just a casualty of a much larger conflict, the battle of which you can see every time I draw on it. It's a joke, really, that I have it at all. An unintended side effect of something so much more vast than me. I'd never even heard the name Pale Night until more than a year after the sundering. I have to master it though, I have to."
She beat at her chest with a fist.
"It burns at me, I can feel it burning me alive, and the only way to stop it from devouring me whole is to master it. So I have to keep trying, I have to wield it, and I have to do better"
This message was last edited by the player at 03:20, Tue 19 Mar 2019.