In reply to Theodoric (msg # 23):

Agreed on the mistakes of our playing resulting in a mistake of our character.  It makes it real. I LOVE THIS.

In reply to DMJW (msg # 1):

So you all would notice that in any down time, Theodoric is either talking with Eremophilius or he's practicing the skills that Eremophilius is teaching him. He mostly keeps to himself and it's apparent to you all that he is focused on his studies. Even when the group is traveling, he is thinking, reciting, and practicing.

In reply to Theodoric (msg # 26):

Or talking to Loranys, right?!

In reply to Loranys (msg # 27):

At one point, Mokellos puts his hand on Loranys' shoulder, and asks her softly: "Loranys, I would like to know about this farm you have spoken of. I would like to see it if we ever escape Ravenloft. Even if I am never destined to live there or ever invited to stay with you all after we escape this plane, I would like to think about it and what it means. I would like to know more about your lives outside of this place..."

when she turns to look at him, Mokellos' eyes flash over with the blue iris'as they sometimes do. He smiles warmly to her.

In reply to Loranys (msg # 27):

...and Loranys. Theodoric doesn't actively avoid the other group members except Daveak. He's just often preoccupied with his lessons, prayer, and practice.

In reply to Mokellos (msg # 28):

Loranys brightens and says "Anytime! It's a wonderful place that I miss terribly." She steals a glance at Mokellos, unnerved by his white eyes and how she can't really tell if he's looking at her. When she talks to him, she is generally not looking at him. She watches him closely though when he talks to her.

Loranys is acutely aware that the whole group is paired up except her and Daveak. Because Daveak is often off on his own, and because she doesn't trust him, Loranys feels pretty lonely. She plays the 3rd wheel with Theo and his mentor, or sits alone, or makes convo with anyone who approaches her. She in particular feels like Charani looks down on her because of the time when L thought she was a Vistani.

In reply to Loranys (msg # 30):

Mokellos engages Loranys in conversations regarding the farmstead and some of their other adventures. He makes sure not to bring up Panian or Hawk or Bart. He doesn't know any of those people but he knows that they were beloved in the group, and simply a reminder of the hardships faced by this group. He is kind and pleasant, and Loranys would probably find him more personable then she ever thought he could be. He is Charismatic.

Mokellos also finds Charani's music rather pleasant, and during downtime, asks her to play her instrument if willing. "I spent much of my life studying and in seclusion," he says, "and I find your music to be quite pleasant to my ears."

In reply to Loranys (msg # 31):

Vito would be interested in talking to Loranys as well as Charani. He is curious about her and loves the fact that she likes jewelry and bling!!!

In reply to Vito (msg # 33):

Loranys starts to feel like maybe the group really can come together for their common goal. She opens up more and more to Mokellos and talks to Vito and Charani (but defers to Chacha so as to not seem in anyway threatenin re: Vito but also bc she is still embarrassed about the mistaken identity thing).

In reply to Loranys (msg # 34):

Theodoric would approach Hallid: "I am sorry that some of our group members do not understand the seriousness of charming people or making them into thralls. It is difficult to defend. But I can only guess that they are still learning how and when to use their powers and they will make mistakes.
It angers me that our protestations are regularly ignored, but I am understanding that we must not give up on them.
Please don't leave us and please don't force Krysnys to make a choice.
I have recently felt compelled to leave too. But leaving is giving up. And to give up is to cede ground to evil, to risk allowing the our abandoned friends to be devoured by evil. I need you to stay as my ally against the evil that would encroach upon this very group.

In reply to Loranys (msg # 34):

To Ephaula, Loranys and Krysnys (he omits Charani only because she is currently a lunatic, and Mokellos because they already spoke, and Daveak because what's the point):

I know that you each personally felt annoyed by the rules, except maybe Loranys. But I think you each know that the intent of the rules I proposed was to help keep the group together at a time when we were hurting each other with our words and actions.
You are all good and you know that evil seeks to hurt those who seek to do good and defeat evil.
The use of certain powers by members of this group causes others within the group to hurt. Hallid has said again and again that he is personally deeply hurt by the actions of some group members, as am I. Does that not make those actions, although perhaps done with good intentions, acts of evil? Although, they are not intended as acts of evil, they serve evil's purpose... to divide us. Please, even if the concept of rules does not appeal to you, please reflect on the purpose of each rule and realize that if we all put our service to good ahead of selfishness, we wouldn't need any of the rules. If we all just tried to stop hurting each other, we wouldn't need the rules.
To defeat evil, we must stop hurting each other. That should be the only rule we ever need.
Please help me help all the others understand and remember this.

Ephaula, your blood bath hurt Krysnys. You should have warned her to look away.

In reply to Theodoric (msg # 35):

I would never make Krysnys chose between life with me and her friends. It is just hard for me because even though I have sacrificed and have tried to help this group the best I can I feel that some members regard me as an outsider whose feelings don't matter. Like you said, I have repeated told people how charming is in my opinion an act of evil. I get that some of you regard it as an innocent act because you feel like you are doing things for the overall good of the group. I look at it from the perspective of the person that is being charmed. To know in your head and heart that you are not in control of your actions can break a person. I got lucky because I was freed and then met Krysnys who convinced me that there is still good inside of me. I know that many of you when you charm are doing innocent things to the people...having them provide information or getting them to scout around. Even though what you are having them do is not dangerous, please think of the internal and mental anguish you are causing them. They know that you are controlling them and they can't react of their own free will. In my time in captivity when we were mind controlled many of my people killed themselves rather than getting charmed again. They could not handle the fact that at any time their minds would be taken over. I should have killed myself, but I was proud and cocky and thought I could best my captor in the end. If I would have self terminated, my mother would still be alive. I would not have to see in my head, every night when I try to sleep the image of me shattering her mind and killing her.

Hallid separates himself from the group at this point. He mentally tells Krysnys he needs to be alone for just a few moments to compose himself.

In reply to Hallid (msg # 37):

After Hallid makes this speech and steps away, Theodoric says to anyone who might have been listening:

There are several reasons we should no longer be doing this but if none of the other reasons can compell us to discontinue the use of these kinds of spells, the fact that it hurts Hallid so much should be reason enough.

In reply to Theodoric (msg # 38):

Someone recently said that she felt that the rules are handcuffs that limit our options. She is correct. Honor, goodness, and love will always be our handcuffs. But, ironically, those handcuffs empower us. Without those them, we cannot prevail of over the evil of this place.

In reply to Theodoric (msg # 38):

As you know, I am becoming a paladin. Even paladins have access magic that compromises the free will of enemy combantants. In deference to Hallid, I will not use that power. Just because we have the power to do something does not give us the right to use it.
That is what makes us different from the evil we wish to defeat... knowing what powers to use and when to use them... and knowing that we did not use our powers to serve ourselves but in service to good.
There is a great War raging in this place between good and evil. Every one of our actions serves either one side or the other.

In reply to Theodoric (msg # 40):

Mokellos replies, "This understanding you speak of is evolving and is developing within me, as I adhere less to the struggle of good versus evil and more on the letter of the rule. I ask for your patience as I work through it, but I pledge to avoid using such spells in the future, save for extreme circumstances, unless a new provision is provided within the rules. I may ask Lelothot to bless me with spells of more deception or offensive power, and ask her to remove my ability to charm. I will not promise this action will be made yet or soon, but it is something I am considering, as this has created much tension within the group as yet.

As I live by oaths and rules and tenets, I greatly enjoy the rules. Should we instill a provision within the rules that charming shall never be done, and is removed from even the ability to be overridden by group vote?"

In reply to Mokellos (msg # 41):

I understand that you do not wish to get caught up in the struggle between good and evil, Mokellos... but by becoming our ally, you have chosen a side. By joining us, you join our cause.
Though the struggle is endless, the scales are usually balanced. When the delicate balance is maintained, neutrality may be an option. There is an imbalance here, and the pervasive evil of this place forces a choice.
I, like you, find comfort in codes and laws and I believe we should have them, but I have learned these will not bind us together.
You may not feel much compelled by an innate loyalty to Good... so let your loyalty to us guide you.
Love, loyalty, selflessness, and compassion will light the path we follow together.

In reply to Theodoric (msg # 42):

(All you players might detect Eremophilius's influence in some of Theodoric's comments. -a little more tolerance and forgiveness... but don't worry he's still opinionated and self-righteous.)

In reply to Theodoric (msg # 42):

Mokellos says "I understand your mentality, and now, as always, and forevermore, pledge my loyalty to this group. I offer the blood of my hands and the bones of the earth to the Lady of Sight Without Eyes, so that we should escape from this accursed place together.

While we still have much to learn about each other, our trials thus far and the dedication we have shown each other, all of us, are a testament to our growing strength and unity.

When she grants the power to me*, I shall eschew the spells that Charm and Dominate others, in favor of the blessings of Lelothot that guide us in such a way that we are further unified. When that may be, I do not know, but until then I shall not cast such an enchantment. Rules or not, voting allowed or disallowed, I make this rule a bond between the two of us, to strengthen our group, and to honor Hallid's wishes as well."

Mokellos extends his hand, hoping Theodoric will shake it.



*Character way of saying next time I level up!!

In reply to Mokellos (msg # 44):

Theodoric first looks at Mokellos's hand to make sure he doesn't have any open wounds from recent blood letting. Whether he does or doesn't, Theodoric accepts the handshake.

In reply to Theodoric (msg # 38):

Krysnys quickly and mentally thanks Theo for saying what he said about hurting Hallid being reason enough to not do it.

She responds to the group, "Yes, I did scoff at the rules but that was more just me being a little bit rebellious at being told what to do and it seeming to come from you, Theo. I know your intentions were good but it was feeling a bit like even if our intentions were also good, they weren't good enough. As though my blue aura isn't quite vibrant enough. And, while this would probably be better said in a private conversation, being made to feel 'less than' by you brings up some stuff for me. Your influence alone is what changed me from CN to CG in the first place, so to have you be the one indirectly implying that it isn't enough was a tough pill go swallow. I am now, after the bloodbath, after what Daveak did, and after experiencing Hallid's pain with him, able to see the rules in a completely different light and with much more clarity."

In reply to Theodoric (msg # 45):

Mokellos smiles to Theodoric as they shake hands, "While our spiritual ideologies may be different, I feel as though we are taking great strides toward greater understanding and unity. Thank you for extending your hand and accepting this bridge being rebuilt. I look forward to fighting by your side more than ever, Theodoric. If only we could get our Cleric friend to abide by our understandings, at least to an extent."


Mokellos bows his head slightly in a display of understanding when the hands of the two men part.

In reply to Krysnys (msg # 46):

Theodoric to Krysnys: I'm sorry that you felt that way. We all have a responsibility to each other.

To everyone: When we all honor that responsibility, every rule becomes redundant. It hurts me to see our unarmed prisoners murdered. It hurts Krysnys to witness rituals that involve blood and mutilation. It hurts Hallid to see people charmed. It hurts Ephaula to be called Nymeria. It hurts Charani to be bound during her lunatio. Every rule protected one of us from the rest of us. These rules existed before I ever spoke them but they went unheeded. These are simply  the rules of friendship. We won't last long without them.

Since Mel is terrible at checking this... Ephaula pretty much has spent this time listening to Dashboard Confessional and crying in the corner about how she screwed up. She's too embarrassed to apologize. And she thinks that it wouldn't matter anyway... The group doesn't believe her intentions are good or that she's in control of her actions, so why bother? She's tired to trying to convince them she can still be trusted, and that both she and Lelothot want the group to remain together.