Scene: Paragon City Hall, Atlas Plaza
In reply to Windwalker (msg # 5):
Mark did not notice Mr Jones at all-even when he started speaking. It took a second for his ears to catch up with what was going on. Then he heard, and Jones could see the look of surprise, confusion, and...Fear of all things.
Normally fear was not an issue for Mark. Not because he was especially brave of course. Mark lived on rage now-physically and mentally. When he did not have enough of his own, he could sense it in the world around him. It was why he was guided to so many crimes as they were happening. The rage called to him...
Expect for now, with the man in front of him.
When he met most people, all their emotions stood out. It was almost like a sign above thier heads what they were feeling. Even repressed emotions. Especially rage of course-it was basically Mark's version of food and water now. He could not even ingest actual food anymore...which just made him angrier...which proceeded to feed him of course.
But this man? His mind was like a ocean. No strong emotions, desires, uncontrolled urges. There was something there-he was not robot. But it seem like all those other feeling where deep underwater. Kept down by training or discipline.
It made Mark want to remove himself from the man's presence. Mark could tell of course he wanted to help. There were no ulterior motives. It was that which unbalanced whatever odd form of life Mark was now.
Fury has no function in the face of inner peace. So Mark took a step back from the man like he was poisonous.
"What...what are you?" Mark said. "Everything's...buried. Deep down." Mark frowned. "Where are your...feelings?" He stepped back again.
(OOC-Mark has senses d10 but only for emotions. I figure with your monk training you learned a Buddhist like ideal that desire must be put aside for enlightenment. That means all desire, not just the bad ones. Given your past as you wrote it-you still have feeling, but they are contained, not repressed. If I jumped to any conclusion that I should not, let me know and I will change my post.
Also, if you are the Buddha in this metaphor, then Mark is one of the demons that drag people away from enlightenment via desire.)