VIII - Darkness and Firelight
The fire returns to life. With groans and creaks, the surrounding trees stand straight again, their blackened roots retreating underground. The darkness recedes, the camp returning to the ordinary appearance it had mere moments ago.
Even Murphy’s countenance seems to shift, going from an imposing figure of shadow to that of a stately man of advanced years, his hair silver, his face deeply lined. The bowl of his pipe glows as he inhales. He shakes his head as he releases a stream of gray smoke. ”Shame about Dolan. He was a man of many talents. Perhaps if his ambitions had been directed elsewhere, he would have found great success. And would still be among the living.”
“To your first question, Ranger, Tom O’Folliard is dead. Not much remains of him to bury, I fear. I had a direct hand on his demise. I won’t deny it. Another sin I have to take ownership of. He was...a convenient way for me to satiate my curse. What I didn’t take of him, the wolves did.”
He smiles mirthlessly at Lee and taps his temple. ”Not the wolves that haunt your imagination, Ranger. The real ones that have defied the grave for centuries here in these mountains.”
Stepping closer to the campfire, he glances over at Andrew Roberts and Shabbakasha, both of whom have awakened. Staring down at the blaze, he says, ”You and your posse seem to have a calming influence on the Regulators. Had O’Folliard reached them, I’m certain he would have stirred them up. Given Bonney even more reasons to seek vengeance. Billy and those boys would have ended up making the climb with you. But...they’re not strong. They’re impulsive and steered by emotion. Up there...she would’ve turned every one of them into monsters. Like me, they wouldn’t have the fortitude to refuse her.”
He straightens, gazing out at the surrounding forest. ”After the war, my obsession was with ownership. Being able to sit on my porch and know that all the land I could see was mine. Going to California, digging deep into the hills so I could call all the gold and ghost rock that was hiding in the earth my own. To be made great by what I had claimed.”
“You know, the Mescalero, and as far as I know, the Comanche, don’t have words in their language that express the idea of land ownership. It’s an unknown concept to them. And rightly so. It’s a foolish notion. That we could possess the earth. Bend it to our will. It’s home to things that make our lives seem laughably small. That dwarf us with their power.”
He exhales another haze of tobacco smoke. ”Did you, or any of your friends serve in the war, Ranger? Perhaps fight on the side of one of the railroads?”