Bloodrager's thread
Sad. So sad.
Sword of Cup stared out of the small window of his Quarters at New York's sky, the few stars he could make out past the city lights. Heart of Heart's thoughts were very distant right now, and the man was effectively alone in his head for once. For only the third time since the crimson light had crashed down from the sky onto the Duende household and destroyed his life forever. What little life he'd had left.
He stared at the stars, trying to remember what the sky over home had even looked like. He remembered nothing, nothing but the name of the city. Lviv. One faded glimpse of his mother and one of his older sisters at Easter, baking, past pysanky that he was working on at the table. That was all he could remember of his real home, and tears like black blood rolled down his cheeks.
He stared, and nothing stared back at him, here in a dungeon that was not a dungeon. What was his name? He couldn't remember. The Duendes had called him 'Russkie', but that wasn't his name. He knew that much. Who had he been, before? Before he was a slave here in America? Gone. It was all gone. Burned away by Heart of Heart's dreadful light making him a slave in his own body.
He stared at the stars, through the immaterial and unseen matrix of other peoples' creative works that surrounded him like a strangely crystalline cage. Instances shifted before his tearful eyes, bringing one in his native language before him. A music video, the song beautiful but dreadfully sad as it played in his ears. An actor dressed as the last Tsar went through portrayal of a fantasized version of the Russian monarch's final day.
As the actor in the video started to dance, Sword of Cup took up the motions with him, mimicking the dance in his cell. The last dance of a character who knew that he was going to the guillotine that day. The man called Bloodrager wanted the freedom to die.
Heart of Heart watched this from afar, having deliberately pulled away from the one Russian unit it had assimilated to see how the human would react when unsupervised. The hive mind from beyond time and space was puzzled how anyone would want to truly end their own existence. Unlike Sword of Cup, it remembered the original designation, the name that 'Russkie' had had for himself before it had so casually erased it to make him Sword of Cup. Now, now that it knew that each of the units it had taken ownership of and inhabited had been a person rather than just a unit, it wondered. Who had Mykhaylo Chornovil been, and what imagination, what seeds of new art had it wiped away with him?
This message was last edited by the GM at 20:13, Mon 30 July 2018.