Re: Episode One - Gas n' Go
"Yeah, but 'roving packs of memo-ignoring dead' pretty much sums up the entire world at this point." Harry says. "And honestly, I'm curious about why this haunted truck is trying to get to 'Sara.' Whoever she is, or was, the spirit here thinks she was important." Harry stares off into the darkness out of the windshield.
Long ago, before he'd been stuffed into his can, he'd gotten himself killed in a bar fight. His death wound was a stab wound, one of a number of them, and it had been in his chest. He'd been killed from the front. He'd seen his death coming, and he'd faced it down anyway. And for the life -- well, not life, but this existence that passed for it -- of him, he couldn't remember what it had all been about. Oh, bits and pieces, sure. He was certain he'd been standing up either for someone, or to someone. Maybe both. And in the fragments of his memory from before, he remembered a woman's face. Heard her laughter. Remembered the bike she drove on the highway with him. He wasn't sure who she was, and that killed him.
When he'd come back, the demon inside him had been in charge. He knew he'd been up to some horrible shit. He had no idea what the thing in him had made him do, but in the nightmares it sent him when he powered down, it taunted him. Made him see snippets of what it had did with his body. He knew it was trying to break him, and that nothing it showed him could in any way be trusted to be the truth, but he also suspected it had killed at least one person he had known in life. Someone he'd cared about. He knew because the fucker kept showing him her face, with his hands around her neck -- or his hands on a knife, stabbing her -- or his fingers on a trigger, blowing her brains out -- or other, even less pleasant deaths.
When he'd been put in the can, those nightmares had been suppressed. Of course, everything else had been suppressed, too...he hadn't had much free will to speak of, and his actions before the Last War were all a blur. But at least he'd been allowed to forget (for a while) the things he'd done.
That didn't mean he didn't wish to know at least a little bit. So much of who he'd been before was just...gone. And it gnawed at him.
"Closure is a blessing." He said, more to the truck than to his fellow passengers.