Playtester:
You approach the fence, and you hear a whistle. Wincing you wait, and then with surprise you see the workers and their guards leaving the work. Its evidently lunch time.
You slip under the fence without too much difficulty with the aroma of raw green beans and tomatoes mixing with the scent of sun-baked earth and bean soup wafting from the communal lines several acres away. The plants catch your eye...green beans and tomatoes growing on the same plant.
Maybe Mengele has improved his science. He's not just injecting blue color dye into brown eyes anymore.
You're able to get into a patch of experimental, half-grown corn before the whistle blows again.
PT
Tom had half suspected this might be a problem, now he knows it is. He is a walking treasure trove of genetic darkness that Mengele can take advantage of. He does NOT want to get into a regular habit of taking his own life just because things get difficult, but he always knew that his odds of taking out Mengele were slim....but before all he had to lose was his equipment and his dignity...sooner or later he'd die if he was caught and if not he'd die taking out Mengele.
Now, its a whole lot worse. And if he'd listened to his inner voice the first time, he would have not gone into the town and Walker would still be here. If he'd followed his rational mind the second time, he would have just walked around and found another city, then he could have put together the list and given it to the resistance.
To ignore his better judgement a third time is utterly unacceptable; and the risk of giving Mengele ascension is simply too much to risk....but so is taking his life. He might be immortal, but what would Scriff or for that matter God think if he routinely changes worlds and lives like changing a channel?
He prays about it, silently because of his situation, focusing his mind on the needs and suffering of the people in this city, versus the suffering that others could suffer in experiments trying to gain ascension if he is captured. Is it better to take the small change that he can kill Mengele or should he leave?