Re: Oak's Origin
I open my eyes again, pondering as I watch the water flow under the bridge.
:Perhaps the LORD wishes these minor thorns in my flesh to remain. For even Paul prayed in a similar manner, and what was the LORD's response?:
:'And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.':
I reflect upon the memory verse passage for a time, and ponder.
:But then again, perhaps there is some other reason. The LORD may have ordained the strange powers that work here to operate in some specific fashion, according to some set of laws, like gravity...:
:But what has changed between when the sheep was healed, and when I wasn't?:
:Well, I could see the sheep's wound, but couldn't really look upon my own...:
:I was trying to heal another creature, rather than myself...:
:There was an external witness, rather than just my own presence...:
:I was in a different location...:
:It was a different time of day...:
:I hadn't just healed some creature previously...:
I consider the possibilities one by one. The last one sounds somewhat more likely to me -- didn't I feel a bit tired after the sheep was healed? Perhaps I need to rest first...
My mind then turns from differences to similarities.
:What was the same?:
:I was trying to facilitate healing...:
:I was singing the same song...:
I blink, and consider.
:Perhaps a given song can only be used once? After all, the Scripture does say, 'O sing unto the LORD a new song'...:
:What other songs do I know that refer to healing? Some, I'm sure. But how to remember all of the lyrics?:
:Well, I don't have to remember them. I may have left behind an entire bookshelf full of hymnals--:
Here my thoughts pause, as I swallow a lump in my throat. The grief almost overwhelms me, but I soon feel the LORD's comforting presence, calming me.
:... but didn't I see a hymnal or two with the stuff that somehow ended up with me?:
I look back through my belongings. Sure enough, there is a copy of my church's hymnal, along with a copy of the Psalter I used most frequently when arranging music for the church choir I used to conduct when living overseas. Out of all the music books I own, curious how these two are here, and all the others are not...
:But here are two. And I have the Cyber Hymnal on my laptop, though I had better not turn that on unless it is an emergency. That one hour of battery life may have to last me an awfully long time...:
I open my Bible with Concordance, and the hymnal, and the Psalter, seeking a suitable song.
And after a brief search, I again focus my thoughts upon my various infirmities, and lift up my voice to the LORD in song...
"'There is a balm in Gilead
To make the wounded whole;
There is a balm in Gilead
To heal the sin-sick soul.
Sometime I feel discouraged,
And think my work's in vain,
But then the Holy Spirit
Revives my soul again.
There is a balm in Gilead
To make the wounded whole;
There is a balm in Gilead
To heal the sin-sick soul.
If you cannot preach like Peter,
If you cannot pray like Paul,
You can tell the love of Jesus,
And say, "He died for all."
There is a balm in Gilead
To make the wounded whole;
There is a balm in Gilead
To heal the sin-sick soul.'"