Taylor and Zionn and the Two TribeZ
The night offers me a chance to compose my mind with a familiar setting. Although I don't stuff myself into the dogpile, I do lay next to it, subtly snuggling up to the dogs nearest the bottom. The feel of the sleeping dogs brought me back to my home, and I had to wonder if I'd ever get back there one day. Who knew? Maybe I'd wake up back in my own bed.
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The awakening I receive was quite splendid. The adorable mobbing by the pups made me smile wide. I always loved playing with pups. After they went off to mob Zionn, I realize where I was. I was still here, stuck in this dog world. As much as the idea sounded nice in concept, I felt bad, and almost ashamed of myself. I dully note Zionn's distance, and I couldn't blame him. There was so much to process, I almost couldn't wrap my mind around it. Whatever the dogs saw in us, I clearly could not see in myself. And beyond everything, I doubtingly wonder if I could even bring myself to kill dogs in someone else's war. It was a nightmarish idea.
On that thought, "training" began. We ran two miles, and although I try my best to run with the other dogs, me and Zionn gravely lagged behind. I feel as if the dogs were running quite a bit slower than they should, or could, have run, but I was more grateful than anything. I have not run this much in a long time. The scarred hound's indication of a return trip made my heart sink as I gasped trying to catch my breath. This was not going to be a fun time. And the worst part is (call me a pessimist), is that no matter how much we train, we would never be as physically fit to fight a pack of dogs. We needed something to help us.