Dragons of Despair, Chapter 1.4 The North Road
Valik felt some home as he saw everyone rising and preparing for the day's journey. The night had held the potential, however small, for fighting and death. With the sunshine proving their safety, it was time to get a move on. With the boats taken care of, reality of the journey settled in in earnest.
For two years he had travelled, by land and by sea, in search of the proof of gods and healing, finding nothing. He returned home, discouraged and in want of rest, only to find it had become hostile and unwelcoming. Now, the group was on the move again, and yet...he had a feeling of being at home. Home with the group. Home on the road. Home in having no home.
As they got started, Valik taking the lead himself, he came to realize that those feelings of having no home were rooted not in the loss of Solace, but in his flight from Tarn. Even Solace had been temporary, no matter how desperately he had hoped to turn it into a home. Perhaps with time, people like him would be able to find acceptance in places outside of the homes of their kin, but that was a future he could not see himself living long enough to realize. Humans, elves, and dwarves all kept mostly to themselves. This little band of oddities was closest he suspected to ever find of any real exception to that.
As Arryon began to speak of his new...object, Valik replied, "To help us, or to hinder our enemies?" The kinder's answer of "Yeah, sure." was irritating, but that was kender for you. Valik was unsure whether or not he could trust the things that Arryon did with his...efforts. They did not seem evil, at least not in the same ways as the ogre and troll leaders of his homeland. But still, he understood none of it, and that lack of understanding could just as easily mean that he had not yet figured out the evil as it could that the evil did not exist in the first place. Either way, it represented power, and where there was power, there was potential for abuse.
Aelina, at least, seemed to find no threat in Arryon's work. It helped to reassure Valik somewhat, but not enough for him to dismiss the thoughts entirely. Though...her reaction to it, and seeing Arryon moving so many objects in and out of it beyond it's apparent capacity, Valik did start to wonder at just how many bolts he could fit within such a thing. Making bolts was a good activity for passing the time, but carrying them could be awkward in large quantities. That thought lead him to thinking about Gale, the rather large and sometimes unwieldy crossbow that he had carried since the days when...since days he would rather not think about.
With a slight shake of his head, Valik refocused himself on the task at hand, remaining vigilant against signs of danger, and seeking the best paths for them to follow.
Valik glanced behind him, toward Vailin and Goldmoon, "The road is just ahead."