Re: 55 - What to do, after the end of the World.
The beautiful, pale woman welcomes them to Charyk. Her words echo with pathos - no irony, no sarcasm. For the majesty still hangs about Charyk like a light half-unseen, broken and ruined as the city now is. The feeling is echoed by the pride in the woman's voice, counterweighted by the tear in her eye, the knowledge of something precious that falls to dust. To endure in her memories, no doubt, as long as they last.
But never again, not here. Like Menengroth. Cyan well understands.
She bows to the woman, deep and low. Apologies well up, but what can she say? She can only take in the dusty grandure, even in its destruction. This desecration is her fault, her doing. And through her, Harbonah. Anger again ignites, deep and low, hot coals stirred by the sorrow of this vision, of this woman.
There will be a reckoning for this. From Harbonah and, I think, from myself.
To the master of the pride, another small bow. "Sir Morgan," she replies, and looks up at the imposing vision of the panther. "Catherine." Trained eyes take note of shape, colouring, small individualities. She will not forget. "But my thanks you have. Debt or not."
She eyes the other woman, the pale one who had spoken just before the panthers and drakes had swept them all away. 'Cyan, daughter of Berd. He will be pleased to see you.' All in that curious fashion. But would he be pleased? There lay the question. She gives the curiously dressed woman a nod of the head, a nervous one - Berd, James, and maybe-Meredith approach, and time grows short. "My apologies for my lack of manners..." A quick glance to the trio. Aaron hops from his mount and hurries to take her wrist. "I am Cyan, yes...I would have your name, if I might? In a moment?"
Words of comfort from Aaron - they are here. And they are, both of them bracketing her. Dorian shifts away slightly, giving her a touch more room but still there. But despite what Aaron says, Cyan is fully prepared to give in. Judgement from her friends...that, she will accept. In whatever form it comes.
She struck James. With the Deathiron.
Dorian is correct, of course - they need to go. The Seraphim still war with the Nephilim, but as time progresses...there may come a counterstrike. Not yet, but perhaps soon. And yet, amidst his logic, amidst his 'preparations', he still finds time to reassure her, and her mind falls back to the lights and music of the bar.
How much he seems to have changed. How much they ALL have changed, perhaps - Aaron, too.
And yet, now comes one who never changes, much like the oak - he merely grows more deeply into his roots with every passing day.
"Rest, yes." Her smile is a ghost of its former brilliance, but it is true. And a fraction more bright than the last.
Cyan pushes her hood back as James approaches, and watches him with dark, amythest eyes. She carefully detaches her arm from Aaron with a grateful look and shifts nervously, but holds back from saying anything, wanting to let him set the tone. If he chooses recrimination, so be it.
He does not.
He speaks first to Dorian, almost distractedly. His body language betrays tension - James has always been a straightforward man, and Cyan is unconciously skilled at reading such things, both from her bard training and her natural ability. She waits, one fist tight, tension gnawing at her stomach.
Then he speaks to her, and everything is all right again.
Cyan steps forward, a stuttered movement, and reaches out to grip James' hand. His weapon hand. She raises it up, her eyes shimmering, and slowly shakes her head. Every time she meets another of her friends, it's different. With Aaron, with Dorian, with Jonnee. Perhaps due to different feelings, each and every time. Perhaps due to the fact that with each meeting she falls more deeply into herself. Now another tear drags a track down her cheek. "I am...more well than I have been in a year or more, James," she whispers, glancing back at the others for a moment. A squeeze of his hand, a motion with it. "And I am so very, very sorry."
For his arm, for many, many other things.
Stifling a sob, she throws her arms around him, mindful of the armor. At that moment she hates it, hates it more than she has hated anything in her life. This cursed armor - with it on, she cannot feel Jonnee, cannot feel James. Thank the spirits she took the gauntlets off, and has the memory of Aaron's hand, of Dorian's grip, to which to hold.