Re: Part 62c - Into the mouth of the dragon
Cyan watches in dismay, opening her mouth as the argument begins. She shuts it a moment later, slumping back against her pack. She closes amethyst eyes while the two men pose point and counter-point, bickering over the situation, over issues of trust, over semantics, even.
Finally it appears as if Devlin leaves a pause, and she opens her eyes. "Are we done, then?" One hand comes up to rub at her forehead. "No, thank you Berd. Shall I attempt to deal with this in order, gentlemen?"
First she turns to Devlin, her bard's memory having catalogued the discussion, on-the-fly mnemonics dancing in her head to keep things straight. "It is quite possible that something is listening in to us, Devlin. I cannot discount that supposition completely. Berd can, of course, attempt to detect such things, but even he could be defeated, as an eavesdropper needs only the proper receptor to pick up the..." She turns to Berd. "What did you call it? Resonating waves through the Underflow." A shrug. "Whatever the case. You make a good point, but cannot see how that will change things. If it is the case, we would be dead before now. If you wish for us to cease to use them, though, I will not argue against - we need only an appropriate alternative."
"Additionally, Dorian is correct - we were informed of the 'Trump' situation by someone far, far more gifted than myself or Berd when it comes to such things. I am inclined to trust their word on the matter." She taps her lips. "Even so, it might be wiser to avoid their use for the moment."
Her eyes harden. "I am curious, however, to know exactly how you convinced the other group to move in another, 'particular' direction. Regrettably, we do not have time to discuss what you hope for them to discover, and I can see by your face you do not wish to give that away."
"Regarding Harbonah's fortress - yes, I will be going there. It is your choice if you wish to follow. Obviously there is more going on that we know of, but right now, at this moment, our enemy is Harbonah. This other's schemes mean nothing if Harbonah is successful - his own plans must be stopped, and stopped now, and rest assured, whatever this possible other mastermind plans, Harbonah will not stop his own plans if the figure behind him is defeated."
She relaxes a touch. "But I would be more than happy to discuss your theories when we return from this."
The bard moodily stares at her feet. Is Devlin correct? Does the reason she does this spring solely from her feelings on the matter? No. Dorian is correct. He trusts her. She must trust herself.
"I may not do what is right," she amends with a sigh. "But I am certainly trying. Dorian, Devlin has not said he believes we will fail...or, rather, I am certain he believes we will return, or I do not believe he would accompany us." She eyes the shapeshifter thoughtfully. "And he would be an invaluable assistance upon this little jaunt," she admits. "Of course I would rather have you come, Devlin, assuming your manipulation of the other group was not precisely manipulation, but rather a discussion followed by a conclusion and then a change of plans. Or something along those lines."
The bard waves her hand, a gloomy motion lacking life. "Dorian wishes to know of your plans now. And in what direction you have run the other group. Unless it will take five minutes to explain or less, I would rather wait. If it can be said succinctly, please do. You can elucidate later." She puts her face in her hands. "But this fighting. This arguing between the people in the group. The attacks, the manipulations, the skillful turning of words back upon the other...it stops. Dorian and Devlin, it stops or I leave, along with Berd. Simple as that."
"I care nothing for who started it. I care nothing for its perpetuation. I only care for its ending." She looks up, holds the palanquet between two fingers. "I suffered through this with two different groups of Questors. I am done with such things. You both have spoken of support for me, and it warms my heart that you feel as you do. But this? This is not support. I am sorry, but it is not."
She closes her eyes. The storm will blow, the storm will blow over, or the storm will begin to snow. She isn't certain which, but whichever way it goes, it is certain to be painful. Heart-wrenching, perhaps.
On her shoulder, Berd lies quiet and still. Probably fooling nobody.