Re: Part 64d - It's only the end of the world. Again.
Between instants, Cyan appears - no flash, no bang, no sparkling lights of palanquet. The space where she stands goes from empty to suddenly filled with bard, sword, and pack. Slowly, the woman gazes about with tired, jade eyes, searching for a familiar face. A house. A shape at the door. Her instincts tell her 'Trista', but it might be rude to interrupt.
Instead, she slowly sits down on her pack, laying the death-iron across her knees, and waits.
Berd is gone - vanished, now, off on his errand. An important one, to be sure, but wrenching open the hole in her heart forgiveness (running both ways) had finally begun to heal. Closing her eyes, she seeks distraction and finds herself once again upon the list. Fragmented within her broken memories, but still existing, it dances in her mind as she carefully, gently, slots each name into its proper place.
Otandal. Killed by bandits. I carry the contents of his purse, for his family...should I be able to find them, when this is done.
Morgan. Disappeared early on.
Duncan. Seized by the portal where we found Lazarus, and flung across the Myriad Worlds. I swore to find him.
Kendall. Vanished upon the journey.
Lazarus. Crippled, left for Chaos, his fate unknown.
From here, the pain grows deeper still.
Ares. She closes her eyes, bites her lip. They hurt, all of the losses, but this one Buried in a tomb I violated. I must return his armor, and his rest.
Lexy. Gone to chaos, seeking aid.
Kalika. Dead, long past, in her own world. As I will be, someday.
Kia, her daughter. Returned to the Chunchee.
Andrej. Fell away from the quest.
Kaelyn. Left to pursue her own purposes.
Jack. Lost to madness.
Leonardo. Slain by my own hand.
Bending forward, she puts her forehead against her thumbs, resting her elbows upon the sheath of the sword.
Meredith. Seemingly gone, perhaps forever?
Serena. Who know where she now lies?
Are there more? Perhaps. She did leave for a time. Likely the list has grown.
So many fallen away from the quest - so many dead.
Let it not include her father.
"And so." Raising her head, she rests her chin upon her palms. "Stand up, Heavyhand would say. On your feet, Cúthalion would order." A smile touches her lips at the thought of the pair, now long dead, long gone to a place of light. "Like the Lord of the Golden Lilly," Cyan murmurs, "make of your passing something bright, to give answer to those fallen before you."
And so she stands, there beside her pack, and waits for the others to exit.
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