Re: Part 72 - The Gates of Destiny
Cyan turns a glance to the sencathi for a moment, then back to Harbonah. She waits in silence as he speaks, her carefully arranged words collapsing under the weight of his own. This is a being who knit together a society of rivals under his own banner, and holds that alliance in place; not merely by strength of body, she knows, but also by strength of will, of resolution, of charisma.
His hold over them will not crumble under the impact of rhetoric. Of clever word-dancing. Of any other attempts to obfuscate. The only weapon strong enough to oppose it is the truth. And for that truth to come, she needs to take a final step.
A near impossible step, but it must come to be.
As he finishes, she paces forward to stand before him, a tiny figure before his might, Berd a burning-eyed weight crouched upon her shoulder. And her eyes darken from diamond into brilliant emerald, catching the hellish light of the world, the hellish light of their adversary.
"We knew only of sencathi's motivations what they told us, and their is a different story. We rescued them from their own imprisonment, set them free. Perhaps this is true, and perhaps their betrayal of you, their children, began this. If they are your elders, perhaps both of you have learned something."
She takes a deep breath. "If there truly were no survivors of Hosk, then that is a great sorrow. A sorrow I feel as well, though I am not an Archon. The truth of that lies within me, again, open for those who wish to see. If you truly did not take them, twist them, mold them to your desires, then I must apologize for the accusation, dreadful as it was."
"What we would have done had you employed the Broken God? I would have died, most likely. I came here to speak, not to fight. Not against..." She waves her arm at the assembled, watching Host. Broken God or not, there can be no 'battle' against so many Archons.
"As for what we did to Hasmed, you are correct. Hasmed is gone. We heard lies in his words, hints of hidden deviltry. And with those hints, we wrenched that information from his mind, heard this story of Hosk's survivors, taken, tormented, and molded."
Slowly she turns away from Harbonah to face the Archons. And her voice rings louder. "And yes! Harbonah is correct. We are alike! More alike than either side wishes to admit! Hearing of Hasmed's collusion with crimes against your surviving children, we passed judgement and slew him upon the spot, for supporting a regime that would consider such madness! I could not find it to forgive him for such crimes, and gave the order myself!"
Turning her head, she regards Harbonah again. "A misplaced judgement it seems."
Then back to the Host. "But we do carry similarities! All of us! You. Us. Them!" A wave of the hand to the myriad worlds. "All beings in this universe. We know fear! We know hate! We also know joy! Curiousity! Care for our children! Just like you!"
Her arms rise. "People all through the universe have committed dreadful crimes! Crimes against their own races, crimes against others. Crimes like this one, done to Hosk!"
"Just like yourselves, in the end."
Another wave out toward the myriad worlds. "How many worlds, how many children have died out there? Children not your own, but children nonetheless? How many more will die - out there, and of yours as those out there strike back? How many lives that will never, ever grow into something to look upon with wonder?"
"But the pain we feel from our losses, whatever they might be - it burns us to crimes of our own, and whatever guilt we might feel from those crimes pushes us further!"
"It can STOP!" she cries. "It can stop, and stop now! There is no point where one has gone too far! There is no place where one cannot say 'hold! This is enough!' There are no crimes that force one to continue! This war, this death, the loss of the children of the Archons, the children of the myriad worlds, it can all end. By choice! By your choice, by our choice! It is not! Needful!"
Gasping, she takes a moment to wipe her cheeks clear of tears. And draws in a breath for the deepest plunge.
"But do these crimes define us? No. No more than the worlds you have burned define you. You are more than that - worthy of respect. As are we."
Turning back, she faces Harbonah directly, and her voice shakes with fury. "You tortured me. Tormented me. Broken me into a weapon for your hand. You took of me and created more weapons. Small wonder I believed you would do the same with your own children. Even now, doubt lies in my mind that you speak the truth. Your past says otherwise."
Slowly, Cyan breathes out. "But I forgive you what you did to me." The words come out as if torn from her, but she straightens after speaking them, rage clearing from her face. "I forgive you," she repeats, her voice smoothing, relaxing.
It likely means nothing to Harbonah. But it does to her.
Stepping forward within reach of the colossal figure, she holds out a hand. "Would you like to see what I would have shown your followers?" Glancing up, she addresses the Host. "Would you all like to see - all the knowledge of which I spoke? And the knowledge of the Myriad Worlds, which hold things beyond imagination, advantages and knowledges to be carried by those with the courage to seek them out? Hasmed's final thoughts, the judgement carried out against him? I was wrong to pass judgement upon Hasmed! I should have given him to your people, for it is your place to deal with those crimes against your children, to decide whether to forgive him or send him into death. You should know that, know what he knew."
"And would you see the horror of your enemies when this world was cindered in a moment of madness? Would you see that some of them burned, trying to stop it from happening?"
"Would you know the faces against which you fight? Would you know that which you would destroy? Do you have the courage to meet it? To try to understand it? See how similar it truly is? To gain from it what you can, for when it is gone it will never come again?"
Her hand rises toward Harbonah's own. "Will you see?" she asks, her voice clear to all, thanks to Berd.
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