Re: Aaaargh!!!
In reply to Eggy (msg # 1131):
Good god! LMAO. I actually LOLed. And here I came to vent!
Well poo, I don't feel so bad now. ;D
Anyway...yeah, I came here to fruit curse, but I'll refrain...for now.
My ceiling fell in. It's sort of my fault, like some low non-zero percentage, but still. Long story short, our home is technically unlivable. By any code, it should be legally require repair. BUT...and this is my grace for you all saying "THEN FIX IT!" We've tried. Many times. My best friend's parents own the place. They have us in contract, but they've been sticklers and...honestly, downright mean people. But here'
s the thing. They violated the contract, so my friend and I pay zero rent. And...well...my fault comes for not just moving out. I mean yeah, it's horrible. Leaks, vermin, MOLD, YES mold. But I live in an area of very high rent. Saving $800 a month, so I can have dental work done (which NO dentist will accept payment plans without a BANK loan, which I have no credit [as credit is something poor people should never use--it's evil])...sorry for the tangent, anyway, money that would be toward rent is huge for that bill being paid that much sooner, since I have one good tooth on the top and very crudely functional bottom teeth. So I stay here, to "mooch" off the "blackmailed" people that wouldn't let US fix the damn leak because "it has to be done right. I'LL fix it" No, you're not! IDIOT. You literally put drywall and stapled it over the hole in the ceiling, you fruiting idiot. The LEAK.. the thing that MADE the hole, is still leaking. God condemn fool, and lazy fruit!
Now an infestation of roaches fell on my bed. YES, it was nightmarish. So...I'm not happy. But I'm SOOOOO close to having the $2000 (AFTER insurance D:<) to get dentures, and I'm 35! So I'm not happy about the fact it's been one abuse relationship after another. I need to eat damn it! I haven't been able to enjoy food since before I was 17.
If I wasn't within a month or two of getting that money I would start packing tonight! *sigh* But medical bills take the lion's share where I live. And my teeth are horrible. I also need care for my mental illness and PTSD, and no homeless shelter will allow my opposite sex, FRIEND live with me, and medicare won't help give a live in aid solely because my friend has always kept good care of me, so there's no reported "incidents" so if I live in group room, and I black out...*UGH!* *sigh*
If I just deal with one problem though, the sh... poopy house I can cope, but when I won't...it causes a chain of moderate problems, that which the sum is far greater than the house burden alone. WE don't live in good times, right it certainly ain't, but truth it be!
Simply put....I'm pissed! WE would FIX the leak. WE would pay for that. THEN rent. But no! The 78 year old man, who I legitimately think is senile, and as non-hyperbolic term, LITERALLY not all together man; doesn't believe a (5-star review rated) professional can be trusted.
Then again, maybe he's mentally ill and has always been so, he's also been paranoid his whole life, thinking the US Army still has him as a sleeper agent from the bay of pigs, that minorities are stealing his garden manure, and when my roommate was a youth, requiring her to have all the blinds closed, have no friends, be inside at 4 PM, and never talk to the neighbors or speak above an "inside voice" which was barely loud whisper. And then beat her anyway! He has an utter god-complex....so the leak remains, and will remain unless his wife, who I hear is being abused now (D:<)....can help seize authority. As soon as he is fruiting dead though, I'll spit on his grave. I wish almost daily for some entity to grant that deathwish. Domestic abuse alone warrants that, but all this just makes me sweat venom for the man.
Ahhhhh....so yeah...*big sigh* that's my lovely news. Sincerely though, the prior comments did bring levity. I needed that.