Looking for a solo game
I think donsr at least is trying to help you modify your approach and find a GM because it's saddening to GMs who really would like to help to see someone constantly unfulfilled week after week.
Perhaps if you rewarded someone for putting in a lot of effort to run your very specific D&D mod by running something they'd like in return (rather than forcing them to play more of what you want), you might get some takers? Or just take out the offer to run your preferences "for" them altogether, so someone can feel generous. Fear not, I will go away now, but I wanted to express that I understand the impulse to aid someone who could probably get a GM with a very minor change of approach, and it's not off-topic or an attack, and doesn't negate your right to ignore it.