Shifting Master Ruse the Second, Zealous God of Mist:
In reply to No One (msg # 766):
It's sad because you actually are a cute guy. But if you feel the need to do this change, then I understand.
As for the property...I bought a duplex last year that I'm using as an income property. I have been trying to find ways to invest and generate residual income for myself. I don't come from wealth, and as a first gen. college student I have to make my own way.
Believe me, the most these hormones have done so far is make me look like an even cuter guy - since I was already cute, the hormones (at 3 months) have mostly just cleared up and softened my skin + made my eyes larger by shifting the fat around the eyes that makes men's eyes more 'squinty'. I'll probably end up looking like your typical androgynous anime person with B cups, which I can accept.
I mean, my character in this game was literally me, and after dealing with stress morphed into a woman. I got into a serious head-on collision that I still have nightmares about in real that made me re-assess how ready I was to die. I guess that plus having an emotionally disastrous relationship with a trans man finally made me realize that I wasn't into dudes at all, I was just a woman who loved other women, and I found that most kids didn't grow up praying that God would let them wake up a girl. Who knew? I thought everyone wanted to be a girl but just shrugged and dealt with life being a dude. So first I did a ton of research, decided I had enough money and stability to do this thing, called around and found a therapist, got my diagnosis for gender dysphoria, went to a specialist who could prescribe hormones, and wham now I'm Emily and legally female.
There is some really weird shit going on though that's all political and stuff that has people saying they're trans . . . without a diagnosis of gender dysphoria . . . and with like xenogenders and shit. Like no dude there are knights and there are dames ok and I guess maybe there are androgynous entities but like . . I dunno. I just to avoid that whole weird trans movement that feels disturbingly like emo culture from middle school.