Re: Chapter 17.4 And The Crows Will Dig Your Grave
"Hey, you leave my Ma alone," the skinny lad says, interposing himself between William and Widow Bradshaw. The widow leaves off shrinking against Evans when her son turns and crouches to check on her and throws herself at him, gathering him with an instinctive, animal movement to her chest. Percy puts up with it, seeing she's upset. "I'm all right, Ma. I'm fine. My chest even came clear just now; I can breathe again."
"I don't think it was her that brought it, Billy - my sister started talking to the steer that did that-" Hank nods at the partly-splintered doorpost, "-and it kinda stopped being a cow and exploded into a snake-man-thing. It said it'd stop the cows and make everyone healthy if it could get someone from the house and she didn't try to stop it. Sarah agreed, but said it couldn't take one of her flock, so it took the priest...and it took her."
"Lost hearts to bring the serpent's kin/a fire in the old circle, the black knife bright again..." the clank murmurs up on the counter. William - and Adrian, as he joins the party - notice in looking that way that John Wesley Hardin has four arms.
The widow whimpers faintly. After running her hands through Percy's hair enough to neurotically reassure herself her baby is most definitely alive and safe, she takes a deep breath and gives him a proper hug. "I didn't call the creature, no, but Dexter...it was his project, to put the little healing entities in the cattle, because of the, the nasty Fever - all the beef around was dying, it was so terrible...we thought we might lose it all again, there'd be nothing to eat. Only Ward found Tezcatlcoatl, sleeping: so much power for good, you know, if we just tapped the entity or the ones like it...I-I tried-" she bursts into tears again.
"-I can't talk about it. I can't. I'm a wretched excuse for a woman, but...but...I don't know how many there are. Of the bigger ones. Not many. Ward took some of the hands to put Tezcatlcoatl down properly, he said, but I don't know what he meant to do...and he's as bad as me but maybe worse, because I've got Percy and all his girls are dead, and his son, but I was scared of the Comanche and I didn't say anything and I didn't stop him and what is he going to do he's going to die-"
"Breathe, Ma," Percy reminds her.
"-and Nathaniel - Nathaniel, it turned him into a kind of spectre. A ghost that can harm people! He could be anywhere...and I tried to get Whateley to see if he could do anything about it when Nate struck Percy with the curse, but he tried to shave hours off Percival's life, so I punched him and he went off in a screaming huff and then he- he-" she gestures at the general destruction.
"-and poor Miss Thingy - Sarah - I didn't even think, I, I was just so worried these past few days with all the awful things in town...Landers getting shot and the Ranger blowing things up, and, and I heard there was an Indian who came in and raped a woman...and the dead Federals, oh, I'm sure it's Ward did that, and he might have starved them some, maybe, but not murdered them...but, but I sort of knew they were there and I didn't stop him, and I wrote Sarah I was lying awake from it all, with the walkers, and her last letter said she was in the area and that she'd drop in on me to visit and I didn't even remember with everything going on. I didn't even realise that was her...and she came, and now one of the big snakes has her and there's nothing you can do to those: they don't die unless they kill each other. Like Gus, they don't die...you can kill them but they don't die, and I'm going to Hell and I'm frightened and I want to kill myself but I can't."
Percy hugs back at this, hiding his own distress. "Ssh, Mama, ssh."