Episode Eleven: The Line in the Sand
Vance raised his glass when Cain began to recite the toast...or benediction...or whatever it should be called, and downed the contents in an overly-large gulp. He didn't drink often, and hadn't ever really been introduced to vodka until Lt. Khan had talked him into trying it on shoreleave, oh-so-long ago, but he mentally gritted his teeth and toughed out the burning sensation of it going down.
"Y'know...I'm going to say this just once, because I don't want to spoil the mood, but...we spend enough time surrounded by the ghosts of people we know out here, or people we wanted to know. No sense dragging in the ghosts of people we despise. You don't mention him often, but every time you talk about your dad, it's pretty obvious that you don't care much for his memory." He set the glass down, and poured another, more reasonably sized shot, holding the bottle up in an offer of a refill for Cain.
"There's an old premise I was taught, back when I was first learning how to ride horses...'you go in the direction you're looking.' If you're staring at the ground under the horse's feet, you're gonna wind up down there soon enough. If you look left, you start to lean left, and the horse cues on your posture and starts to go left. With that in mind...you should probably stop spending so much time looking over your shoulder at the memory of someone you don't want to be like. Just a thought...a little Wyoming cowboy wisdom, for whatever it's worth..." His voice was soft...the words were for Cain, and none of the business of any of the spectators watching to see how the meeting of the two was going to end up, and they were the words of a concerned friend, not a commanding officer.
"Been a few times I caught myself thinking too long and too hard about what used to be...sometimes I didn't catch it early enough. Never ended up well..."