Re: New OOC
Update: House renovations are killing me. Between that and the upcoming holidays, I say we start fresh in February. What I want to know, however, is what everyone else's availability is like. I've already counted out Bryon. I know Tanzy is good for it and I suspect so is Prizzard. If Raknesh is too busy we can always just put his character aside and he can come back anytime he wants from there.
I do want to apologize. This year has been an absolute nightmare. I call it the year I disappeared. I have become a hermit, I hardly even see my own family anymore and I skip social gatherings completely. I no longer care about anything, not even my old hobbies or things that used to make me happy. My anxiety is out of control. I wake up in the middle of the night with racing thoughts and stress so I don't even sleep well anymore. I have daily migraines, many of them ocular so my eyes hurt all the time and it affects my vision. Because of my pituitary tumor my hormones are all over the place and though I have improved there, it still gives me brain fog and makes me incredibly exhausted. On top of that, add a fixer upper house project where I'm trying to coordinate and juggle five different contractors...sheesh.
I'm still here. I still want to do this. But I think I'll wait til my real life demands ease up a bit. We're hoping to finish and move into the place by February so I'm really counting on life calming down by then. At that point, we can pick this puppy up and hopefully I can start doing things I enjoy again. I kind of fell apart this year and I'm sorry it's affected the game too.