Re: Episode 1: The Search for Luke Skywalker Begins
"You're taking my words too literally," Mirax stated plainly, before going on to elaborate. She seemed to pass over his little white lie without even acknowledging it. "This is also my opinion of what happened, based on what little I know of the specifics. He did indeed renounce his oath to the Order and leave of his own volition. As for the other... I believe he kept it a secret from the Jedi. Or at least, those that knew cared about him enough to keep it secret as well."
"However, when I say it led to the end of his life as a Jedi, I meant it played an instrumental part. Consider the original incident that led to his loss of faith in the order: the execution of Palpatine. Surely you can agree that such a being would be much too dangerous to be left alive. Every Jedi is in agreement in this, even I. Why, then, was Anakin the only one who felt it wrong?" She paused, letting him consider the question.
"I think it had to do with his relationship with Padme. He loved her, and Palpatine knew this. Its likely that he used this to manipulate Anakin, maybe making him believe that he could lose Padme. Obviously, the next step would be to make Anakin believe he had a way to save her..." Mirax trailed off. It was logical, in her mind. "Of course, Anakin stayed his hand, meaning he was able to resist whatever plot Palpatine had in mind. However, clearly the event stuck with him, and the result led to him losing faith in the Order, and eventually leaving."
[Private to GM: If any if that seems too unbelievable for Mirax to suppose, let me know. But, I figure Palpatine's plot was pretty straightforward, so it shouldbe all right. Its also an opinion of course.]