PARADISE SPACE #2
Roy made his way through the group, stopping in to check on the ground troops and get a general assessment of just how many had been lost, and how many of them were fresh troops versus experienced personnel. It was a cold calculus, but there had to be consideration given to the absolute costs of actions taken...it was easier to replace a handful of new troopers than to regain the accumulated expertise of a single well-seasoned veteran, although he hated the feeling of losing any of them.
It didn't take him long to find himself burdened with the numbers. This one had been costly...they had known it would be, but that didn't make the reality any less oppressive. And his recommendation to attack Paradise had been no small part of the determining factor.
He managed to scare up a couple of shots of vodka and something to eat...his appetite wasn't there, but he knew he needed to eat...and found himself a spot away from the center of the encampment, where he sat facing away from the fires and lights and looking up at the skies, raising one shot in the direction where he knew Earth to be, even though it wasn't even the minutest pinprick of light in the sky from here.
"Still bringing us home safe, Stoly..." he said, by way of a toast, before draining the shot. "Well...most of us, anyway..."
He ate mechanically, not really tasting the food and deep in his own thoughts, and used the second shot to rinse down what food was still in his mouth, as he leaned back and contemplated the skies. The boarding announcement interrupted his reverie, and he gathered his gear and the shot glasses, returning them to the mess tent personnel before he headed for the shuttles. If the Big Uglies were leaving, the assault shuttles would be going with them...