Re: 1372: The Year of Wild Magic: Day 178
"True," Myarra replied to the wizardess. "But it's not all about me. I thought letting others talk might help us get to know each other better. I know very little about you, for example. I'd love to hear whatever you'd be willing to share. And that goes for the rest of you as well. But given that there are parts of my story that I'm going to skip over, edit heavily, or outright deny ever happened, I don't expect you all to be spilling your secrets for the world.
But, if you'd like, I'll tell the next little bit of my tale:
Cha'thul was getting a bit desperate towards the end, but he was still as money-grubbing and tight-assed as ever. I remember Crinka, she was one of the goblin slaves, telling me one rest that she figured he bagged his own crap, not being willing to part with anything unless he could make a profit from it.
He tried to sell me to a deep gnome circus, a drow slave band, and even tried negotiating with a stand of myconids. I'm not sure which was more terrifying: standing in a ring of fungus people, trying not to choke on the spores, or having a drow priestess check your teeth.
Fortunately, the myconids didn't really want me, and the gnomes and drow didn't want to pay his price. Then there was the odd surface trader, slumming in the deeps. Finally, after he got even more desperate, he got a topsider to buy me. Had to cut the price to seal the deal, and then I stole a magic dagger from him when I left. It could cut through anything, and he loved that dagger more than any other possession. I swapped it for the one that looked like it was magic, but wasn't, so he wouldn't know until it was too late. I still sometimes dream I can hear his howls seeping up out of the ground.
It was a bit scary, having lived my whole life in the safety of the Middledark, knowing I was now being taken to the surface. I'd been told stories of the monsters that lived up here, how the very air changed around you, baking you and freezing you by turns, and how the people were so crooked that the Eye of Gilgeam watch down on you, judging everything you did, to keep chaos in check, except for when he was force to turn away to combat the evil of the monster, Tiamat.
And now I was sure that, with Gilgeam dead, and with your world plunged into eternal night, you'd all be running around killing everything that moved in a some kind of Illithid-induced insanity, while Tiamat picked off the survivors.
All in all, pretty heavy stuff for a sheltered little girl.
I gave the magic dagger to that trader. I can't remember his name, but he seemed a nice enough guy. He only kept me long enough to get to the surface, where he sold me to the Chiotan tribe, which, getting back to point of this story, is where I was introduced to whole pantheons of gods: At'ar, Elah, and the rest of the Bedine powers; Lathander, Mystra, and Tymora of the Netherese, and Uthgardt the barbarian lord. My new father worshiped Lathander, and my new mother followed Selune. After all that time thinking ... well, knowing, that Gilgeam was the only god, this was all very confusing.
Having been adopted by the tribe, and given the chance to become one of its warriors, I was drawn to Targus initially. He'd been a well-respected God of War until he was supposedly killed in a long-running feud with a 'foreign fiend' called Tempus. Followers of the pantheon were delighted when Targus suddenly re-appeared during the Time of Trouble, now known as Garagos, and many flocked to him again. But since his return, there was something different about him. He'd become much more blood-thirsty, more of a berserker than a warrior, and given that we tended not to kill our enemies if we could avoid it, his popularity waned considerably in a very short time.
Mysta, as Goddess of Magic, was totally out of the question, even if she was one of the ancient ones. Everyone knew that arcane magic is what turned the paradise of Netheril into the wasteland of Anauroch. Wizards were distrusted, if not reviled. We'd use the items they made, swords, and shields, and the like, since the damage was already done, and the taint already on their souls. But that didn't mean you wanted a living one actually in your camp. That was just asking for disaster to strike.
Obviously, I've learned that I was, once again, mistaken in so very many ways, but that doesn't keep me from bending Nolan's nose whenever I can find the opportunity. I don't bug Amara about it, because she's, by far, less annoying.
Out of the rest of the gods I was told about, I ended up looking to Uthgar, the Battle-Father. We weren't one of his official tribes, but he was a better fit for our young warriors. Even still, I only paid a casual nodding reverence toward him. Fighting and raiding were just what we did, and Uthgar didn't seem to really be involved in whether we won or lost.
Years later, by the time I crossed over the Desertsmouth into the Dalelands, I was pretty much convinced that none of the gods was worth a thought, never mind a prayer.
And that's when I found out about the rest of the gods, Faerûnian, interloper, non-human, and some you just can't label. Still being impressionable in so many ways, and really wanting there to be a worthy god, I decided to give the new lot a chance. And having been recently, and forcibly, reminded that I was not human, I saw no reason to limit my explorations. There were, after all, so very very many to explore.
Now, that's more than enough for now. Somebody else will need to offer up at least a little."