Re: AWAY
This is really here for two reasons. By the strictest term, I am going to be away, tonight and tomorrow (maybe tomorrow night). Second, it's here because it's a follow up to a line conversation here.
It is finally (a week belated) my birthday celebration, and while it has been acknowledged already by some people in my life, like money, or me budgeting a dinner take out of shrimp, I finally get a day to relax and have a "me" day. I am very bad about doing that IRL. I'm often prone to spend my off time doing things I should reserve for other times. Whether it's working in leisure time, or improperly adjudicating "me" time to group activities. My two friends from Steam and I are having a game night. Though only one on one at a time. One of them is running an Exalted game on Maptools, the other is watching me play Fallout 4 to practice for streaming/uploading. Neither are available ATM so my "day" will be part of tonight and part of tomorrow. Overall, counting our basic functions, about 30 hours to relax. I've been super sleep deprived and so I'm far less inclined to repeat the tradition of years prior to have a bash. COVID didn't kill that, but it was (probably) my very last year I did that. Last year I was homeless, this year I'm sort of homeless. The year before that I was with select friends, and the year before that I had my best birthday ever.
I really feel lucky to have lived through all I have.