Re: Chapter 1.2: Dark Thoughts
Abe… Now, where was to even begin? Since leaving the scene of Jackson’s murder, he’d drifted from one confusing thought to the next. Death had a funny way to it. In the immediate aftermath it seemed both completely unreal and utterly devastating. The facts were there in brutal detail but they didn’t add up to anything his brain could put to reason. He supposed that was why he’d seen soldiers, kids who couldn’t even grow a proper mustache, break down giggling when they saw a friend torn apart by artillery fire and a head or familiar appendage was tossed into their line of sight. As they dug the mangled but recognizable thing out of French dirt and picked it up they started laughing while tears streamed down their cheeks. And people wondered why he drank.
At Stanley’s request, Abe stayed the night, bunking in one of Dr. Elias’s spare rooms. He’d wanted to retire as his own flat. Right then the comfort of his writing chair byt the window overlooking the roadway that ran outside his flat would’ve been a fine return to a sense normalcy. He hadn’t wanted much to do with the other members of the family. Not yet. Give him any party, even the chance to screw things up worse for himself, but keep the wake for a time when he was out of town.
Come the morning, Abe rejoined the family, for the first time in a very long time completely sober though one might be hard pressed to tell. Abe hadn’t changed from his party suit and now the wrinkled ensemble gave him the look of a rather disheveled reveler who’d been privy to some week-long festival of Bacchanalian debauchery. Red eyed, unshaven, and with a sour yet weary look on his face, he found his way into the sitting room with the others to listen.
At least Bishop seemed inclined to take some action. Aware and painfully sober, action seemed like the only productive course to take. ”A good lead he might be, but, ah, are you up for any trouble you might get asking around Hell’s Kitchen if this Mr. N’Kwane is involved with the murders? Both of you took it rough at the hotel. If something like that goes down again, do you think you’d be starting with a bit of a handicap? I’m not saying we should give up looking after Jackson’s affairs on our own, but you’re meeting with the lieutenant. Would that of this mess be better left to Poole?”