Re: OOC: Talk the talk before you walk the walk.
Hello again, everyone. I'm very sorry about the wait, especially since I've made everyone wait for nothing.
I've tried and tried to get my Muse going again, but to no avail. I'm embarrassed to say that I think my Muse is exhausted, and most of my games have hit a wall, at least from my end.
So, in a move that will disappoint many of you, but will probably surprise no one, I'm going to have to close down most of my games. It hurts to do so, for many reasons, but I have to say goodbye, at least for now.
My games have had the best players on rpol, in my humble opinion. And while I love you all very much, I'm afraid I cannot continue with my games. My Muse is burned out, and so am I. Real Life issues, combined with a few other things, have drained me more than I thought.
I procrastinated and procrastinated, hoping that a spark would kick back in, as it has before, but the creative slump, which probably started over a year ago, and which I've been fighting unsuccessfully ever since, has taken its toll.
I want to thank you all for making all of my games as wonderful as they were. I'm sorry I'm leaving so many stories in limbo, but I'm just not able to finish them up.
You're an amazing bunch of people, and while I regret closing my games, I'm very happy to have gamed with all of you. All evidence to the contrary, you've made me a better GM, player and person.
I know there's no good way to say I'm closing my games, and i certainly apologize for the suddenness and bluntness of this post.
Thank you all for your time, and I hope to see you again.
In the meantime, I'll keep my games undeleted for the next month, to give everyone time to get their information and characters.