Re: Episode 8-8: Oakley
Quantrill.
Even as his reflexes took over to move him out of the monster’s line of fire, his mind struggled with the reality of it.
As Morgan had tracked each of the renegades he had hunted across the prairie, the thought had haunted him. Had this man had a hand in the massacre at Lawrence? Had he thrown the torch, or fired the shot that had taken his family from him? His need, his obsession, to see all of those that played a role in it brought to justice had fueled almost all of his adult life. He had completely abandoned those that cared for him and embraced the lonely life of a predator, all in the name of righting the scales. In so many ways, he knew, he had become every bit as terrible as those he pursued.
But here was the one who had masterminded the slaughter at Lawrence. The one who had given the order that had made him and Josiah orphans. Who now refused to surrender to the grave in the name of putting still more of the defenseless to death.
His back against the wall left of the saloon door, he felt the lingering rage he fought daily to control rise to the fore. His anger over all that he had surrendered, his hatred for those that murdered with impunity.
Quantrill had to be stopped. And Morgan believed he knew how to make certain. Perhaps now, that black night in Missouri would prove useful for something.
Those that he cared for, the friends that he had ridden alongside these last weeks, might well destroy him when it was over. And they would be right to do so. But he had to be sure that Quantrill fell.
His decision made, he returned his peacemaker to its holster. And he let go.
The moment he did, the pain manifested, the horrific sensation that his heart was going to rend itself free from his chest. Tears sprang to his eyes as his knees buckled and he fell, the agony of it overtaking him.
”Hold him,” he pled through clenched teeth, the last vestiges of his voice fading, ”Please, hold him here.”