Re: Chapter 6.1: Storm's a-comin' ((Deadwood))
Logan listened quietly to the conversation between Zek and Jackie, taking it in.
"I respect that there's a certain nobility about the way of the natives, but I think you might be puttin' too fine a shine on it if you think it was share and share alike before the white man got here. It don't excuse the shit we've done, but they did each other plenty wrong before the Pilgrims got on the Mayflower. Why do you think the Apache and the Tonkawa scouted for the army before the war broke out? It was 'cause the Comanche tortured and raped them whenever they won a battle, and had been doin' that for years. I reckon there's a similar story explainin' why the Pawnee are still scoutin' for the Union up around these parts. We may not've done 'em any favors, but apparently the Sioux did 'em worse. White or native, we're all a little fucked up, but you can try to be a part of the solution or you can be a part of the problem," he said.
"If you think havin' no respect for the law makes you special, think again. There's a million out there like you. You'd be in fine company with the likes of Darius Carter. But that doesn't excuse your ignorance on how it's done properly. We bring people in for trial, and let the courts sort it out. We don't fancy ourselves executioners. If someone makes me pull, I will put 'im down like I woulda done for that cocksucker Darius Carter, but that don't mean I excuse myself from tryin' to take him in proper, and I think Mr. Hickok here will tell you the same. He's been a law man himself," he said, he said, nodding to Wild Bill.
"So as you see, I can't just shoot a man to death because some asshole pops out of the ground in the middle of a bar fight and start layin' into him with glowin' red hands. I don't know what business passed between y'all, but as far as I saw, after you busted in there out of the ground, and did your thing with Mr. Hickok for which we're all eternally grateful, you came over and started layin' into him unprovoked," he said.
"As far as Roger Sebastian goes, I don't trust the sonuvabitch as far as I can throw him, but he's a witness in a federal investigation. We need information outta him, and you killin' him in some grudge match in the middle of a saloon woulda jeopardized the whole damn thing," he said.
"All in all though, I think you're better than that, Mr. Starkweather. I've seen what you did for Mr. Hickok here. You're tryin' to do the right thing, and that's good, even if your record is somewhat marred. But make no mistake, if you just start murderin' folks, you'll become no different than Darius Carter, taking the law into your own hands as you please, answerable to no man but yourself, and that makes you a danger to society. You can rage on, and tell yourself whatever stories it takes to justify your behavior, but if you keep goin' the way you are, you'll become the thing you seem to hate," he said.
"Now, after we finish up this thing here with Mr. Hickok and the old man, I'll be going after Roger Sebastian again now that he's managed to abscond. If you can postpone your grudge match with him until my investigation is wrapped up, I'd appreciate it," he said. "In the meantime, if you can come up with some evidence of his wrong doing, you can present it to me if it's a federal matter or Mr. Bullock, and we can proceed with an investigation."