Re: Friends, Enemies, and Mrs. Bently...
'Well, I'd lost precious seconds seeing to Beth, and despite his age and weight, the killer soon outpaced me. When I lost sight of him in the winding back alleys, I tracked him by the sound of his footsteps, his prints on the dirt ground, a sighting by a worker, the scurrying of rats. A broken window. He'd hidden in a workshop, closed for the night. The Ripper had spent his evenings prior to his murders scouting out the neighbourhood, noting where people were, what they were doing, avenues by which he might escape and places to conceal himself. I knew he was inside, waiting and ready.'
'I stepped in. It was dark inside, of course, and quiet. London seemed a world away. The place was full of tools and machines, sharp things. I hunted him about that place. Every bump and creak and scrape of a rusty blade seemed to be the killer lurking. Then,when I found him – he jumped upon me.' She shuddered, feeling so tense and cold as her memories reached their most traumatic point. 'I was on the ground, he was over me, holding me down, drawing his knife. I remember his eyes most of all, so cold they seemed dead. He said he wouldn't kill me quick like the other women, no. He would take me apart alive. Rather than cut my throat, he seized my neck and strangled me to stop me screaming. I couldn't cry out, I couldn't breath.' Absently, Penny rubbed her throat, still feeling the crushing weight, the blackness descending.
'Then he slashed his knife across my belly, left to right as was his style. I heard a rip—' Penny indicated a line across her stomach, then laughed, short, shallow, and empty of humour. 'It was my dress. I wore a protective corset underneath for just that reason. My protections would not last long, as he tried to tear my clothes from me. I struggled desperately to keep him from cutting me.'
'But I knew his movements then, and had two hands free. Fighting against suffocation, against him, against my own terror and weakness, at last – I seized the knife. I would never let it go. I pitted all my strength against him, turning that blade. What else could I do, but fight or die? So slowly, inch by painful inch, I turned it about and— The blade slid into his belly. I felt hot blood run down my hands. I twisted it, in him, out of his hands. I had the knife, the hilt was so slippery with his blood, I squeezed it so tight my arm felt as though it would burst.'
'Murderous and vengeful, even in death, he put his hands, like claws, around my throat, to strangle and throttle and slam my head against the wooden floor. I couldn't breath, I couldn't see, I couldn't even think. All I knew was that I had to save myself. All I knew was the knife. I stabbed, I cut, I slashed, I dragged the knife across and opened him up as he did all those women. I must have been like a savage animal as I ripped him and tore him open, tore him apart. At some point, I got him in the heart. At some point he must have died, but those eyes, those eyes remained cold and dead. I had to keep attacking. He had a dead's man grip upon my throat, until I cut his hands. I kept cutting him. I— I don't know when I stopped. I don't think I could.' Penny breathed in and out, shuddering with the horror of what she'd been through, what she'd survived, what she'd done.
She couldn't hold herself up any more. Penny doubled over, placing her face in her hands to cover her eyes before tears spilled out. Then she told Kitty what she'd dared tell no one else. Perhaps only Kitty could and would understand. 'And— and I enjoyed it. I enjoyed it, ripping that fiend apart. Soaked in his blood, I felt what he did. I felt sick. I felt ecstatic. Vengeance for what he'd tried to do to me, and Beth, for what he'd done to Mary Ann and Annie and Elizabeth and Catherine and Mary Jane and for everyone else. It felt right, so help me God. Is that wrong?' she begged for Kitty to tell her and make her feel well again.
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