“I dream that I'm beautiful. Not exactly beautiful, but inconspicuous. That's what it means to be beautiful, to be like everyone else. My head feels light. My eyes are on the front of my face. I have a nose, rather than nostrils. I have human skin, thin human skin. I walk down the street and no one notices me. Now that's happiness—no one noticing me. It's a happy dream.”
- Georgi Gospodinov, Physics of Sadness
It felt like a dream now, that brief golden age from when he had first struck out on his own, when he had taken the job to go into the desert with the others, and by some miracle they had taken him in. That random group with all their myriad backgrounds and unique personalities had treated him more or less like one of their own, and when they had mentioned his heritage, it had normally either been in a complementary way or perhaps some light hearted joke.
He had grown spoiled with them, and he had been able to focus on the tasks at hand, tasks that had earned him good work and good pay, and a sense of belonging he had rarely known.
But before that, as a child growing up on the road with his parents, things had been more typical. Work had been difficult to find for his father, with Anglish as his second language. What employers they did get sometimes gloated about being able to hire a Minotaur, they displayed them like property, made vulgar jokes about them, ordered them about, or used them as boogie men to inflate their own sense of importance. It had been distressingly common.
He had grown a thick skin, no pun intended, from a young age. It had been essential.
Now that golden age had come to a close, and things were getting back to business as usual.
He had waited for his friends, inquired about them, and had grown quietly distraught by their absence. He trusted them, and he figured they must be on some errand of great importance, running down a lead, a rumor, some great treasure or delving into some mystery. That's just the kind of people they were. What's more, Three Corners was a spartan military outpost on the fringes of the Empire. Entertainment was rare, luxuries expensive or non-existent, and they were becoming wealthy and important in their own rights. Perhaps some of them had simply cashed in on all their hard work and were enjoying the fruits of their labors for a time?
Still. It would have been nice to get a letter, just to know that they were alright.
The only people he had written to were his parents and Daneel, his new friend the master armorer in Raphael, whose life he had saved and who had crafted his prized helmet. An item he often turned over in his hands and cherished in the privacy of his room.
Outside of that it had been a lot of work, work for Broskow, work for Three Corners.
Once again, he had become the "boogie man", the one to show up with all his arms and armor, with his fierce helmet and menacing horns, and to encourage cooperation by his mere presence. He had tried to cultivate a reputation as the "practical one" with Broskow, without the viciousness or swagger of the other two, but rather one who needed work and who was grateful for it, and who tried to do a good job.
But what a "good job" meant was becoming progressive more difficult to stomach.
That had all changed, and suddenly seemed inconsequential next to the revelation that was that murderous black sword in Tonton's hand. Magnus knew that sword, knew it well, but it was not Tonton's but his good friend Gustav's. He remembered when it had come into the swordsman's possession, and how Magnus had worried about its sinister feel and appearance. Magnus had never dared to touch it, or ask to handle it, and he liked its look even less now.
The implications were staggering. Gustav would never have let it go willingly, that much Magnus was sure of, which meant that something was wrong. That belief had been so distracting that Magnus had to be forced from his reverie to answer the upset pack of miners, who were concerned about their own problems and their own friends.
The prospect of braving the cold, dark depths with their damp stony scent and claustrophobic passages seemed almost inconsequential now next to his worries about Gustav.
"We'll find them" Magnus pitched his rumbling baritone to echo down the passageway, the first words he had spoken, a neutral timbre that struck a balance between the two, confident without adding directly to the threats Tonton had already leveled, yet without undermining the man as well.
The Minotaur punctuated the assurance by drawing out his mace with a practiced hand, a metallic
click as he cleared the ring at his belt. He rolled his bull like next left then right to the sound of deep audible pops and expected the miners to clear the way for him as he advanced towards the runnels that lead deeper into the mines.
"Have some men bring lanterns" he told Bromdaeg, his tone a little more gentle.
"Just in case."
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