She regards Chase thoughtfully as he steps away. She does not attempt to meet his gaze for longer than was strictly polite. She has already risked enough and she has nothing to prove to him.
Chase:
"Anyway, how about you guys tell me about yourselves? What's your story?"
"Me? Oh. Um..." She pauses, and drops her eyes, and seems briefly uncomfortable. "It's difficult to open up on the spot, don't you think? I'm afraid my story has not been a pleasant one. I do hope that doesn't color your view of me, but I understand if that can't be helped."
Malcolm:
"Please, I realize you've never been exactly outspoken about your beginnings. What's the story of my Desert Rose, I do so wonder?"
Diana turns to Malcolm. Her expression remains pleasant, as does her voice, but there is something hard in her eyes; something which, although barely glimpsed, can immediately be recognized as a challenge.
"Piqued your interest, have I? As luck would have it, I'm pretty curious about you as well." Her hair is sticking to the back of her neck and she could feel sweat beginning to pooling at the base of her spine. She sweeps her dark hair up into a ponytail atop her head with tendrils curling down around her face.
"I grew up to be an odd girl, which is hardly surprising under the circumstances, I suppose. Because intellect was so highly valued in Mexican society, mine was cultivated by simple default, and learning came easily to me. I was gifted and because of it I developed brash confidence, a thirst for adventure, and a sublime conviction that my own infallibility was sheer nobility. But what was more surprising is that Dahlia, who was by irony a physical force of nature that I could
never be, had none of my courage or, if the truth be told, reckless bravado. She seems to have been born a happy introvert who, only with the encouragement of someone like me, could achieve even a fraction of her potential. She depended on me. I depended on her. Life was simple for us then. The Sinaloa Cartel promptly ended that."
She sighs. This conversation is a bit heavier than she was expecting before breakfast. She stands for a long moment with her back to the pair of men, staring into the fields, her gaze far away. She turns abruptly, her eyes alight with memory. Diana's voice is conversational, picking up the story as though it were a matter of mere passing interest.
"My father married an English woman, a point of contention at the time. I can't recall much but I think after a time the match proved to be less perfect than he had hoped. She did not like living in Mexico, I think, and he did not like living with her."
Her lips quirk a little with amusement, and then she seems to recall herself. She thought briefly of her mother, a small dried-up woman who had seemed withered by the winds of life and disease, constantly thirsting for what she could not have. Even as a child Diana had wondered how such a humorless shell of a woman could ever have married a bright spirit like her father. Now, of course, she realized that her mother had once been a beautiful girl, and thought it was a shame her father had been unable to see the bitter soul behind those pretty eyes. She knew without asking--had always known--that her father would not have shared the secret of what eventually drove a wedge between the two. And she wondered what her mother would think if she could see her now.
Her brows knit faintly as the memory comes back to her, a recollection she had willingly ignored all these years past.
"She hated living in Mexico and, faced with unique challenges in accessing optimal prevention, care and treatment resources for her illness, returned to Cornwall. I doubt she ever received word of what transgressed later. From the earliest moments of my life I heard nothing but how she despised my father, and blamed him for taking us from her. She was jealous, I think, of his ambition and always had been. The thirst of ambition is a dangerous thing, singular and obsessive, and it had the ability to blind him to everything that was important--even the ultimate welfare of his marriage."
She draws in a slow deep breath, tasting it. In a moment she resumes, her tone controlled, almost easy.
"My father went on to complete university, where he proved to be bright, and set himself to the task of entering the political arena. He became mayor of the
Culiacán Municipality, but between his duties always found time for me. I was very serious in my youth, though you may not credit it now." Her eyes twinkle briefly with fond remembrance. "He taught me to laugh. He reminded me not to be so pompous. He taught me all that I know about people, trust and friendship. He was my first friend and teacher."
With the last her smile fades slowly and the twinkle in her eye is driven away by shadows. She lowers her gaze.
"Sometime around 1987 there was the INS bus incident. For about five years the Gulf Cartel would ship tons of cocaine in US Immigration buses because they never stopped at the border. Unaware that the Texas National Guard were the ones responsible for securing transport, the rival Sinaloa Cartel carried out hijackings of various passenger buses in desperate attempt to curb the Gulf Cartel's influence. On a day in March 1988 my father's motorcade was included in a hijack on the Mexican Federal Highway 101. I never saw him again. One more killing in a brutal war between rival drug trafficking cartels and Mexican security forces."
The straight line of Diana's jaw was clearly visible, her expression set.
"The headlines were saturated with outrage. Words like brutal, vicious, unimaginable, and horrific were repeated so often they lost their power, like a rosary whose charm had been worn away by too many worrying fingers. Around the nation the airwaves pulsed with images that were only of loss: blood-splattered stones, masses of wailing mourners brought to their knees. Around the country, evil had become a palpable thing. My father was the island against which the stormy waters tumbled and surged, raged and lapped. He died uselessly, foolishly, upon the forgotten dunes wild Mexico, at the mercy of his countrymen."
She ducks her head, casting her eyes away from them, doing her best to keep the sudden surge of emotion out of her face.
"Dahlia and I were summarily provided care to an aggressively dismissive and deranged individual who claimed legal responsibility for us, but oversight of our development was rare. We were members of the growing legion of directionless children. Attendance at school wasn't tracked nor were we or provided therapy. The omens for our future weren't bright. One day a Mexican resistance movement had finally brought its violent campaign to our doorstep, expelling Cartel operatives from the region by any means necessary and taking only the most promising of us, presumably to be used to eventually to bolster their ranks. We were little more than
diversions."
The color leaves her face at sickening speeds. Diana opens her mouth to say something, but nothing comes out. Instead, she's back to staring out at the distant figures of Hale and Mason, her eyes washed in watery silver, but no tears fall. It is almost worse than if she simply cried.
Diana shakes her head, one tight jerk, then gasps softly. "Anyway, enough of that. It's in poor taste to go on about your own hardships." she finishes simply, and with a small helpless gesture of her open hands, seemed to imply that words had, at last, failed her.
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