Return of Panian


In reply to Remos (msg # 32):
Loranys gasps. "yes. This makes perfect sense. This is Hawk." She looks around and says, "I will tell you the story, Remos, but know this is my fault. I don't know how to make it right. I was only trying to be true and honest, through it all. Love is very complicated."
She tells a very brief outline of what happened, quietly. Anyone paying attention could hear, however.
"I was in love with Panian, but that love was doomed. We were ill-matched. Hawk was loyal and true, and loved me before he met me. He stood by me and Theo in our darkest hours. I recognized in him a beauty and purity that I admired, aspired to, and loved. However, I couldn't shake Panian from my heart. In an effort to bond fully with Hawk and sever my ties to Panian, I heart-bonded with Hawk. He could see into my heart after that, and knew I was still in love with Panian. But, he loved me anyway, and was just as true and loyal as ever. However, there was a moment right before they both died when Hawk had to attack Panian. I understood, but couldn't let him kill him, so I protected Panian with my Blade Wall. Hawk died and soon after Panian died. I'm certain this is him. I know he must have felt avenged by Panian's death, and his resurrection must have stirred him from his own repose."
She looks around again: "I would do what it takes to avenge him, if I knew it wouldn't be making a bargain with evil. Would it? You mentioned evil, but also love. Remos, what can I do? Do you know how to speak with him?"
Though she appears confident and strong, her eyes are shining with tears. She has lived with the pain of a heart split in two for so long, that this final resolving of her struggle is a relief to her. Finally, she hopes to make it right. She wants this to be Hawk so she can do that. She believes it is.
This message was last edited by the player at 16:41, Sat 14 May 2016.